Forever 4: "The Journey" (Hariana / Diall)

21: The Awaited Time

The important of one journey is not the start or the end, it's the climax of it.

L I A M

"Baby girl?" I called as I entered the house.

I'm actually nervous and scared right now because of what I did. To make it clear, I didn't cheat or anything and it doesn't involve another girl. Good thing, that there's no third party or shitting cheat happened. But still, I know she's kind of mad so I supposed to be ready for what will happen once I reach our room, once she felt my presence or once she saw me. I just ran upstairs and check our room. Maybe I look like a wrestler or a UFC fighter because of my big body but this dickhead have weaknesses and the biggest of it is her.

Of course, I can consider her or say that she is my life and my everything and there's no doubt about it.  If something happened to her, I'm more hurt because why I let that thing happened to her. I will be paranoid thinking that it's my fault, thinking that if I do something probably it won't happen. That's actually happened before and I don't want to encounter that situation again. I also experienced that kind of paranoid thinking but yeah, it happens mostly if you're so concern to the people that you love.

"Love?" I called as I went upstairs, quickly going in front of the our room.

I sighed and quickly having a hyperpnea. I'm beyond crazy and nervous at the same time, it's like I'm gonna shit or pee on my pants. But I won't let that happen, because it's embarassing and mostly, so disgusting. I opened the door and before I could even enter the room, I took a glance and saw the vase coming towards me. My eyes widened and good thing I closed the door, making it my shield. There it goes, damn it.

"Let me explain, babe..." I said through the door as I heard another shattering sound once it made a contact on the door.

"Fuck off, dickhead!" She shouted in enraged as I heard another shattering sound. Why did I even buy vases and some glasses for my room? Should I let her break all the glasses first, so I can enter safely?

"I will explain, Soph. Don't worry, I'm not hiding anything. Just let me in." I rant, struggling to make her understand my words because of nervousness.

"Why can't you just enter!?" She screamed and I felt worse on what can possibly happen on my ass. Good luck.

"Because you're throwing things and it might hit ny precious face!" I said in frustration.

"Fuck your precious face, asshole!" She shouted again, it hurts and I think all the vases inside are all gone.

There was a short silence between us and I just decided to enter. I hesitate at first because probably when I went inside, there is still a hard thing on her hand and let it travel on my face. See, paranoid thinking. When I took a single step, I almost squeal like a girl after hearing the broken glasses on the floor, once my shore stepped on it. I start walking and saw her just looking at me, while I can hear her audible heavy breathing.

"Will you still shout at me?" I asked very unsure, while looking directly at her eyes filled with anger and

"It depends, just explain." She said causally and I know she isn't calmed down yet by the look on her fist which can break my jaw once it landed on it.

"Can we just sit first?" I asked and bit my lip, if I can't calm myself from being nervous, probably I'm already trembling in fear. I think it's already happening.

"Why don't you just explain the things that you want to explain?" She said in a bitchy tone which makes me sad at all as she crossed her arms, raising her eyebrow.

"Babe, please don't act like a bitch. That's not even you. Please let's just sit down first." I said and I don't want to see her like that, no matter what. I don't her to show her darkness just because I made a mistake.