Forever 4: "The Journey" (Hariana / Diall)

22: The Best And Worst

In just a wrong move, every path will change, in just a wrong word, every meaning will change and it can be better on some points but it can also be worse.

H A R R Y

"Babe..." I said, breathing heavily as I enter our bedroom and let my bag and some of my stuffs fall on the floor as it escaped from my grip.

"Harry? Oh God... You looks like you've been in hell." She said when I saw her jumped out of the bed and run towards me, hugging me afterwards, kissing my cheek.

"Yeah... So tired." I said and rest my forehead on her shoulder as I duck because of her small but sexy figure.

My body feels like a jelly, but softer than that more like a super boneless creature. I can't even feel my legs, this day is too much for my strength and power. I've been working since morning and it's gonna be morning now. So, I worked for almost whole day and tomorrow will be another working day again. Fuck, I don't even know if I can sleep because I want to talk with my princess. It's been day and we didn't talk that much, only on phone calls which is limited because I got only short breaks.

And after all our problems, we already settled all of it. Mostly the biggest issue in our relationship about her not being ready to carry a child or be a mother. It's understandable too, maybe she became my wife and that doesn't mean that she cam be a mother right after. I also thought and realized that we should have a "baby hold-up" because we want to spend more time with each other as husband and wife. I know when we have a child, we can barely have our own time because we're focusing our attention on our kid.

I'm teasing myself on that thing. On what would be the baby looked like, does it look charming as me or pretty as her? Is the baby even a girl or a boy? What would he or she want when he or she grow up? What would be his or her favourite food, beverage, color and any single thing? Is he or her talent will be singing, dancing, acting or maybe a sporty one? I don't know any of it but I keep looking forward to it. Maybe I sound like a girl now but I don't give a shit. I'm a married man to my beautiful woman and soon we will have kid or let's just say we will have many kids. I always want a big family, even though it will be horribly great.

I also promised her that I will wait for her to be ready and gladly, I'm putting that promised words into actions. I just want us to be okay in every aspects because as we grow together and walk in the same journey, we will face different and more challenging crisis in our lives. Thank God that when we woke up together we know that we became stronger as one due to the problems that we've been through and continue to love each other unconditionally. Even though this wish will never come true, I'm still hoping that one day, all of our days together will be perfect.

"I know. You should rest now. Did you already eat, I can make you food?" She said and sounds really worried.

"I already, don't worry and sorry that I didn't eat with you." I said and kisses hrr forehead.

"It's fine and you deserve to sleep." She said and takes my hand, going to bed.

"But I'm planning something." I said and can't help but to drag myself on the bed.

"And what's the plan?" She asked and went to me bringing some clothes, helping me to undo my polo and my pants.

"Maybe we could have sex." I said and smirked. I received an early rejection when she slams my clothes in my face.

"You're tired and you will let yourself to be more tired? The hell are you..." She said and chuckled.

"At least, I'm pleasured." I said and but my lip as I look at her.