Forever 4: "The Journey" (Hariana / Diall)

14: The Hints

Life is not only a roller coaster ride but it is a lifetime ride, wherein you'll just continue living in the ups and in the downs of it, there's no end in that ride but you can leave a good history about your it.

A R I A N A

"Ariana..."

I heard a slurred voice and a pounding sound on the door once I jolted up from sleeping. I took a glance from the clock and it's three in the morning. It is really a nice way to disturb my sleep. Probably it's Harry, since he is not yet here since yesterday morning. Because he finished some business with the boys and Simon before they even got their day off. I'm actually upset at Harry right now. First, he didn't send or even called me throughout the rest of day.

Even a single letter, I didn't received and it made me upset since I don't know if something happened. But I just shrugged it off maybe because they are too busy, now I fully understand it. So I tried to call him yesterday noon, but he didn't answer and I also thought that they're still busy. Until the evening came and he isn't answerinf. That is the time I called the biys and they said that they already got home. That's when I became worried sick and angry. I stood up as I heard his slurry voice and the loud pound on the door.

I sighed and rolled my eyes while going to the door. I opened it and scowl while glaring at the man who is now in front of me. But instead he is smiling widely, like the cheekiest smile of him. Does he know what he did? He caresses my cheek as he planted a kiss on my forehead down to my nose until his lips reached mine. His lips lingered on mine but he parted my lips once he insert his tongue slowly. His tongue swirls inside of my mouth until I pulled out and wipe my mouth. It's disgusting because I tasted some alcohol. Alcohol?

"Are you fucking drunk!?" I shouted in his face in anger but he just laugh like this is all a joke.

"Hello, princess..." He slurred and smiled like a bastard idiotic one.

"I'm not fucking joking, Harry!" I screamed.

"I know, you're such a cute creature." He said and poked my nose. I don't know if I should smile in his silliness.

His hand cups my cheek as he caresses it, he bit his lip and before he could even attached his lips on me, I jerked my head and scoffs. He just laughs and make an attempt to kiss me, but I pushed him hardly, which it didn't work on his big body. He tried to put my hands on my hips, gripping it while he licks his lip, biting it afterwards.

"Harry, stop! And why are you drunk!?" I shouted and I expected that he will be serious but no.

"Why, Ariana!? Is that bad!? I'm always working and I need a break. This is my only break!" He said and I forgot that we're on the doorway, he's still on the hallway though.

"Damn it. Don't fucking sleep here." I spat and almost slammed the door in his face but sorry for me, he's stronger than me.

He pushes it hardly that make me step back and almost tripped by a sudden force. I'm super angry right now and I don't need to go beyond that. He closed the door by slamming it and kicked off is shoes as he dragged himself on the bed. I really hate when he is drunk, because I remember what he did when they threw a party in their flat. I still can't foget that and I think I shouldn't argue with him right now but I think my mind is not cooperating with my mouth.

I can hear and feel what he said to me during that time. All the painful words which I'm clueless if it's true or not. Because if you're drunk you can really release your true emotions. But after we discussed about that, he said that he really don't feel it about me, which I believed. I don't want to over think that he might say something bad agan that will wreck my heart completely.