Forever 4: "The Journey" (Hariana / Diall)

19: The Sentiments

While the silence is eating us, our loud hearts continue to scream how much we love each other.

D E M I

Once I was kind of hardly pushed on the door, inside our room, a soft kiss on my lips are being planted on mine. My stomach quickly stumbles, feeling my knees being separated from my thigh as the sensation of a heating kiss is continuing. Our lips are really molded for each other, like no matter where or what our positions like, it's still amazing and incredible that can make me want to jump on the building with twenty storeys. I mean, fucking hello? I'm kissing Niall Horan.

His hand met my cheek, caressing it softly while his free hand traveled down on my waist, slightly gripping it. My arms are currently wrapped around his neck, while my fingertips are playing with his hair. I can feel his eagerness towards the kiss, he want to make it rough by pressing it hardly but it quickly becoming a soft kiss. Probably he's kind of getting frustrated if he want to take me in a rough or soft way. Either the two, probably I want it, it can be both also. What the hell am I thinking?

Yes, this is the time that we're both waiting, mostly him. All the good things he did to me is really enough to prove that he deserves what I have and I'm giving it at this very moment. I don't know if this is right, because we're not married and it's supposed to he sex before marriage. But when I think of my best friend, Ariana, togehter with Harry, they did it before they get engaged. But now, I know there're doing it in every moment of their lives. Also, look at them now, they're both happy and just enjoying their times as a husband and wife.

I think the most important is we will not regret this to happen. I mean, we're both virgins but we both know that we're not that innocent. We did some things but unlike his four best lads and my four best girls, they did something beyond on what we did. I know Niall really want this about some time, he want to show me what he is capable of, not only in bed but generally speaking, to show me how much he really loves me. And for me, so am I.

"Baby, you're so hot right now and please, kiss back..." He whispered in an authoritative tone, which is kind of cute. Also, after I think and think of everything, I got deeper and forgot to move my lips with his.

"Oh. Sorry." I said and bit my lip. Shit.

"Fuck..." He grunted and looked down, I forgot that he got some problems when I bit my lip in front of him.

"Don't worry, you don't need to get frustrated, you will take me now, right?" I amsaid and he suddenly look up, seeing his wide smile. Fucking pervert.

"Yeah, almost forgot." He said and before I could even speak, his lips are already on mine.

We perfectly, softly and slowly move our mouths in sync. I tugged at his hair tighter, pulling his face closer to me, while his hands are already on my hips. His eyes widened when I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist but he quickly caught up and grabbed my bums. We continue kissing and I can feel hid tongue sliding on my lips, asking for permission but I didn't let him in. He glares at me while I'm smirking. A sudden grip was felt on my butt as I moaned.

Unfortunately, he grabbed the chance to slid his tongue inside of me. I just groaned but I just joined him also. Of course, his tongue dominates mine. I really love and miss his taste so much. My back is still leaned on the door while my ass is still being assisted by his hands - which he grips simultaneously - that I actually like. His lips didn't left mine and he continue to savour everything. One thing, this is just amazing, even if this is only kiss.

"Niall..." I moaned softly when his wet warm lips travel along my jawline and to my neck.

"Hmm... So fucking soft..." He said as he continue to plant small kisses and licks it afterwards.