Katniss' POV:
Earlier today, when I arrived to District 12, Gale and I went hunting. He kissed me and told me he loves me. I turned him down as gently as possible. I don't love him like that.
The weird thing, though, is that when he kissed me I didn't feel that spark that Peeta's kisses always gave me since the time we kissed after Clove died. I thought it was supposed to happen every time you kissed someone. What is happening to me?
After unpacking I decide that should take some of the boxes out to the trash.
I look for some boxes in the kitchen but find none. I go to the living room and find some by the window. I pick them up. When I stand up I notice I can see Peeta's living room from mine. Our windows are lined up. But what catches my eye is that Peeta is on his couch snuggled with Delly Cartwright. I feel like I could rip his throat off. Has he forgotten about me already? Was he only acting? I shake that thought out of my head. I'm just mad because he is risking my family's life. Snow is surely watching us. I keep telling myself that but deep down I know is something more.
I see them stand up and walk away and decide is a good time to take the boxes out.
Boy was I wrong.
I walk out at the same time as Peeta and Delly do. I put the boxes on the trash bin and turn to go back inside but find Delly and Peeta in a full on make-out session. What the hell?! I feel so hurt. Like someone literally ripped my heart out. What is this I'm feeling?
They brake apart and Delly walks away while I just stand there staring. Peeta seems to finally notice me but only gives me a friendly smile and wave before he walks back into he's house.
He's over you Katniss. You should be happy. I tell myself but no matter what I still feel... What's it called... Heartbroken? ... Jealous? Ugh! Why is this happening to me?
I decide to ask Prim.
"Prim how does it feel to be jealous?" I ask her.
"Well, it depends on what type of jealousy." She says.
"Like in girlfriend/boyfriend love type." I say.
"Well, you feel like you could rip that girl's/boy's eyes out." She says.
"And what if you are in love with a person but you're not together but you once were? How does it feel then?" I ask.
"You feel really sad because you feel like he/she has forgotten about you and then if he is with someone else now you feel heartbroken. Why?" She ask.
"Oh, it's nothing Little Duck." I lie.
"Let me guess: You saw Peeta and Delly kissing and now you're not sure about your feelings for him?" She says.
"How did you know?" I ask.
"I saw them kissing and I can see it in your face." She explains.
"I have a lot thinking to do. Good night Little Duck." I say.
"Goodnight Katniss." She say and I go to sleep.
I try to sleep but I can't. I keep thinking why should I be jealous I should be happy that he found someone else but nooo. Right now my mind it's like a constant game of he loves me, he loves me not only in this case it is I love him, I love him not.
Eventually after a few hours of tossing and turning I fall asleep.
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FanfictionThis is situated after the 74th Annual Hunger Games. Katniss and Peeta just got back to District12 and Peeta just learned that for Katniss their love story was all an act. Although he's sad, his world brightens when he sees his lifelong best friend...