Secrets

The Time of Our Lives

So in 2009 my single " The Climb"came out and I was ridiculously proud of myself. That was when a few more people started taking me a little bit more seriously. I also had " When I Look At You" which may be one of my favorite songs that I wrote. By the way, it wasnt about anyone specific. It was just about the feelings of love.

I also came out with my EP, "The Time of Our Lives" I fell in love with this EP because it was all about having fun and of course my single "Party in the USA" came out which was incredibly exciting.

Okay so before anything let me just clear something up. In 2008-2009, my brother Joe started dating Camilla Belle. Don't get me wrong, she's a sweetheart but I don't know what it was, I just didn't like her with my brother. I just had a gut feeling that she wasn't right for him and I felt it since the first time my family met her.

He would get mad at me because of how I would behave in front of her. So, I already apologized but here it is again. Joe, I'm truly sorry that I didn't support your decision but mostly I apologize to Camilla. I never really wanted to make you feel unwanted by the whole family and I am truly sorry.

On a happier note, its 2010 and I released my album "Can't Be Tamed." I also got my first movie role, "The Love Fighters". I also got my first tattoo. The word "Dream" is written on my wrist with four stars which represent my brothers because I want them to shoot for the stars and never give up on their dreams. Wait. Before I start this I have to clear something up. When I mentioned Justin Bieber in the last chapter, that was when it was just a rumor but the real story will come,I promise. By the way this was around the time I started "dating" Jesse. Just because a girl was dancing in his "Shake" video doesn't mean that she is dating him.

So you all may already know that I was rumored to be dating Logan Lerman. This may not come as such a big surprise but at least I'm actually confirming it. I consider him as my first real boyfriend. We filmed the movie from July 2010 to the end of August 2010. I dated him from July 2010 to October 2010. I know that wasn't such a long time but he was my first real love. I think the reason I broke up with him was because I was afraid. I was afraid because of what happened between me and Jake. I felt horrible leaving Logan because I legitimately loved him. I just didn't want a boy to get the chance to hurt me like that again. Soon after I was rumored to be with Carlos Pena from Big Time Rush. I must admit that we did consider going out but we just couldn't see it happening.

Soon after I broke up with Logan and things ended with Carlos, I started to speak to Justin again. Okay so the truth is that management did sort of put us together. Thy suggested it so I told myself " Why not go for it?" So we did try and I did end up falling for him. But once again controversy showed up because he was now rumored to be dating Selena Gomez.

Of course I was heartbroken because it wasnt the first time that this happened. And that my friends is why I stopped talking to Selena because I thought she was my friend and she betrayed me. Trust me this wont be the only time betrayal shows up in this story. So of course I stopped talking to Justin and that was the end of that.