Secrets

The First (Of Many)

So as all of you may know, I dated Jake when I was about sixteen, which I guess was a little odd since he was two years younger than me. He was my first ever boyfriend. Now that I look back, he was just a pathetic excuse for a boyfriend and I fell for it. I did forgive him many years later so we're on good terms now.

Most of you already know the story, but for some of you who don't, don't expect too much because it actually really isn't that much of a story. So here's the summary which is actually the whole story.

Me and Jake dated for about five months which isn't a lot at all. About two months into the relationship, he cheated on me with Stella Hudgens, Vanessa Hudgens' sister. I didn't know until probably the five month mark. So that's pretty much it about him. He kind of scarred me for the rest of my relationships which definitely was the issue in some of them. We started dating towards the end of the year so during the middle of this relationship, I turned seventeen . Woo Hoo.

On the bright side my second album came out; Breakout. I did right many of these songs by myself and Jake influenced some of them. Okay so here's the tricky part. During the time I broke up with Jake and the time I met my next boyfriend, I was rumored to be with about eleven guys. I know, I know. Make your judgements but I didn't date any of them. Okay here'a the honest part. I didn't date them but out of most of the guys I was rumored to be with, I probably had a crush on most of them.

So I guess here's the list.

•Luke Benward
•Cole Sprouse
• Josh Hutcherson
• Braison Cyrus
• Hutch Dano
• Jesse McCartney
• Taylor Lautner
• Matt Shively
• Kendall Schmidt
• Kevin Schmidt ( yes they're brothers)
•Justin Bieber ( I'll get to that later)

And then I met my boyfriend ____.

I'm not there yet so don't rush me. Out of all of those guys I only kissed three. Okay I guess I'll tell you that. I kissed Hutch, we kind of had an off and on again thing going on, Kendall, he liked me I liked him so I couldn't just pass that up, and then there was Justin, you really got to hold on because I am not there yet.

The reason I mentioned these guys because my album Breakout was about Jake, Luke, and Cole. So if you must know " 7 Things", "The Driveway", "Bottom of the Ocean", and "Goodbye" are all about Jake. Luke inspired the song "Full Circle" and Cole inspired " Fly on the Wall" and " These Four Walls". Okay so enough about boys lets get to my career.