Secrets

Start All Over... I Guess

I tried so hard to get Harry out of my life and to forget about him. That did not go as well as I hoped it would. Of course he reached out at me to get back together after he ended things with Taylor, which came as no shock to me.

I was not ready to get back with him just yet and I wasn't even completely sure if I wanted to get back with him at all.

I know a lot of you are thinking "Why on earth would you get back with a guy that cheated on you?" Every girl has the same thought until they are in a relationship like this. I fell in love and sometimes cheating isn't a good enough reason to leave someone. I had so much faith in him that he would never leave me or hurt me again because I was blindsided. We always ended up going back to each other for a reason. A reason that was not clear to me until the end of the year. I loved him and he loved me and to us, that was enough.

I wanted to stay "just friends" and see where that would lead us. Of course the paparazzi would always try to pinpoint where our relationship was at the time. When they first spotted us together we were just "friends" or should I say "not dating." He somehow finally convinced me on January 22, 2013 that we were meant to be together. We made our first public appearance at the BRIT Awards where Taylor performed. Of course I didn't like her because not only did she steal my boyfriend but, because I was sick and tired of her always playing the victim. She would always blame guys on her problems. She would always say that she knew that they were trouble but, why did you get with them anyway! Then she wonders why she doesn't have a boyfriend that lasts longer than four months! I am writing the feelings that I had at that moment, not now. Of course this will bring up more controversy like everything else I do.