Secrets

Wonder World

We became a public couple at the Kids Choice Awards which was on March 31, sixteen days after we started dating. I have always believed that if you are truly happy in your relationship you shouldn't deny the relationship. There is no problem keeping it on the down low, but I feel like when people hide their relationships, they know that it won't last long. As many of you know now, I did the same thing but I no longer do that so don't hold me up to that!

The Wonder World Tour started on April 27, 2012 and it was definitely difficult to keep a strong relationship with Harry when I was traveling and so was he. He would come watch my show sometimes and I would do the same.

My tour ended on August 24 so I was heartbroken when Harry called me on August 3 so he could breakup with me because of distance.......sure. I was not only mad at him that he broke up with me but I was furious that he broke up with me right before my show! He knew I was performing but he decided to do it anyway. It was hard to control my emotions during the show but I managed to execute it really well until I started singing "Every Rose Has Its Thorn." I started crying during the bridge of the song because one of my fans knew I looked heartbroken and then they tossed a rose onto the stage.

Let me clear something up. I never dated Ryan Lochte. Yes the paparazzi caught us kissing, but we were friends with benefits. Okay this time I actually mean those kinds of benefits. I wanted to end it with him, but he became very clingy. And that my friends is how me and my best friend Demi came to write the song "Something That We're Not."

So tour ended and by that point I never thought I would get back with Harry. He called me on August 28 asking to get back together. So I accepted. Stupid girl, I should've known.....