Secrets

Never Want To Go "Back to December"

Since I wasn't going on tour, me and Harry had a lot of free time together, but then I had to film "The Boyfriend List" from September 28 through November 9. That was clearly a very long time and after that I had to film "13 Little Blue Envelopes." I really wanted to be apart of "The Boyfriend List" because Ruby was kind of like me.

She was rumored to be with a lot of different people and had a lot of boy problems. Paul Walker was my absolute best guy friend. He really helped me through this time with Harry. He was an amazing person and I loved that man so much.

While I was filming I made new friends. Beau Mirchoff, who played Jackson, is an amazing person. Yes my ex boyfriend Jake was in the movie but I didn't work with him because he played Adam which is when Ruby was younger. Chord Overstreet was in these movies and no it was not awkward. Thomas McDonnell is hilarious! My man Zac Efron was in this movie with me; he played Gideon. Taylor Lautner of course, but I was already friends with him. Mark Salling , my Glee buddy. Drew Roy, Paul Wesley, Avan Jogia, Emma Roberts were all my new friends. Then I had my girls Emily Osment and Nicole Anderson with me. That was such a great movie to film.

Okay so I'm getting off topic. So starting November 23, I went to film in London for "13 Little Blue Envelopes" with my new buddy Benjamin Stone. Filming ended in the beginning of January so I was spending New Years and Christmas with my production crew. On December 1, Harry visited me in London to break up with me again.

He said the distance thing AGAIN!

BULLSHIT! He then flew to New York and the next day, I see pictures with him and Taylor Swift. I call him screaming at him for cheating on me when he knew I was scarred from the Jake situation. He said he was sorry and that we were growing apart. He wanted me to say that he didn't cheat on me and that he broke up with me before he went out with Taylor, but who really knew how long they were dating for. I was pissed at him and her because she was such a backstabbing person. I openly said that I disliked her very much and I still can't be friends with her but I absolutely hated her then! I think I could speak for all Directioners when I say that "Haylor" was a dark time for everyone!