Secrets

Go Ahead

I was trying to convince myself to not date Logan, but I fell for his personality and looks once again. I tried to hold off the "making it official " part but that only lasted for a month and we made it official on October 1 of 2011. Without realizing this in the beginning , I had to film a movie, "The Newbies" in January and ALSO go on tour that summer. Deep down I knew it wasn't going to last long because of my schedule but like any girl would do, I still had that little bit of hope that this time would be different. Boy was I wrong!!

I guess you could say that Logan came back into my life at the wrong time. Since I was 19 and older than when I was with past boyfriends, the paparazzi would of course follow me everywhere . Of course I never confirmed or denied but everyone pretty much got the hint since I'm a horrible liar. That's the whole reason I wanted to write this book, since I can't tell a good lie, why not just write the truth? Well see if you ever become famous you will understand my reason.

Since we are always in the spotlight, we are always being watched and judged. If you tell everyone the truth then people will call you an attention whore. Of course I didn't want that when I was 17. I chose to write it now because I'm at a point where I don't entirely care what people have to say about me. If they tell me that I'm such a nice person, then great! That makes me happy; but if they tell me that I'm a slut and I don't deserve to be with their celebrity crush then who cares?!

They don't know my personality. They don't have the right to judgement.

Unless they have met me and they didn't like me, well okay. That's understandable. They have seen me in action; they somewhat know my personality. But everyone else can think what they want. Go ahead. Im okay with that.