Our Infinity (A Ross lynch fanfiction)

New Beginnings

Emily's pov

I wake up early this morning, walk out to the kitchen and sit down on the island before making a tea. Whilst drinking my tea I feel the urge to throw up yet again. I run into the bathroom and start chucking up my guts holding my own hair back so it doesn't fall in my face. I feel lonely but I have one thing to do today. Find an apartment.. I decide I have to dress a little bit nicer than usual. I call up many places but only really have my eye on one. I have an interview with the manager later on today. It is in Hollywood and only about 20 minutes from the Lynch's house.

I quickly get ready into a black pencil skirt, a white lace singlet and some strappy sandals. I also put my hair into half up, half down and do a simple winged eyeliner and lip gloss look. I walk out to my car and unlock it heading straight to the apartment block in Hollywood. Once I get here, I walk in and go to the front desk. "Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Emily. I'm here for an interview with the manager" I say smiling at the lady at the front desk "oh hey Emily, I'll just grab him. Won't be a moment" she replies walking away quickly. After a few minutes I get told to proceed into the managers office. I go in and shake his hand greeting him and then take a seat across from his desk. "So tell me, why you would like to live here?" He asks me simply "well, I'm just wanting to move out of my house. I'm almost 20 now so it would be a good time to leave" I say as he nods. He asks me other questions like if I know anyone that lives here. He also asks questions about my pregnancy and when the baby is going to be born, probably for legal reasons. "Well I must say you have done remarkably well.. So when would you like to move in?" He asks me "so I'm accepted?!" I ask excitedly "yes of course you are! We could move you in tonight if you're wanting to" he says "yes that'd be great! But I don't have anybody to move some of my stuff. I don't have a lot but it's too much for me to carry..." I reply biting my lip.

The best thing is that the apartment I am moving into is fully furnished and I don't need to take anything but my personal belongings to the apartment. The manager says he'll organize some professionals to come over and help me as I thank him and walk out. I stand outside the apartment and FaceTime Cameron. "Hey baby, where are you ahah" he asks laughing. I wish he'd stop calling me baby, it's all a bit too much. "I'm outside my new apartment block!" I respond happily "omg you got one ! Yay!! Wait what's it called?" He asks "Hollywood bound home stays" I say as his face lights up "Nash Nash!" He yells "what?" I hear Nash say annoyed. "Emily moved into the same apartment block as us!" He yells excitedly as Nash laughs. I moved into the same as them.. Oh god. I unintentionally just lied to the manager. "Wait... She moved ?" I hear Ryland say "sorry Ry, I love you guys so much! I'll be at the show in Vegas!" I say excitedly as he cheers "woah, wait no you won't be" Ross says "why not?" I question "Vegas is full of people drinking! You're pregnant and can't and you know that" he responds "whatever Ross, I'll be there and I won't drink I don't care!" I reply annoyed at him. Cameron and I finish off the conversation after chatting for a little bit.

I go back to the house and pack the things that I want to take in 5 separate boxes. Two men come and carry the boxes out of my house and into their ute. I take one last look around the house before leaving and getting in my car. The men follow behind me. When we get to the apartment block the manager comes out and congratulates me handing me a key and walks inside with me. He shows me a short tour of the apartment block and then to my room. The boxes are already in here on the floor. I walk over and lay down on the couch looking out at my view of Hollywood. I open twitter and see a video from the R5 concert tonight. I click on the video. It is them singing a song. A new one.

Tear drops in your bright blue eyes
Can't believe I made ya cry
It feels so long, since we went wrong
But you're still on my mind

Never meant to break your heart
Sometimes things just fall apart
So here's one night, to make it right
Before we say goodbye

So wait up, wait up
Give me one last chance
To make up, make up
I just need one last dance

That first night I saw your face
Now you found your own place
Said we'd be friends, til the end
Can we start again?

So wait up, wait up
Give me one last chance
To make up, make up
I just need one last dance

Na na na na oh oh
Na na na na oh oh

I heard you're heading east
So let's just make our peace
So when you think of me, you'll smile
And I'll smile

So wait up, wait up
Give me one last chance
To make up, make up
I just need one last dance

So wait up, wait up
Give me one more chance
Just one song and I'll move on
Give me one last dance
I just need one last dance, with you
Ohhh oh

Watching this video rips a whole right through my heart. Seeing how Ross cries on stage and can barely keep it together and the others not comforting him really breaks me. I know they're mad at him but he's hurting. I bring my knees to my chest and just cry for the rest of the night thinking about how my life has fallen apart.