Our Infinity (A Ross lynch fanfiction)

Just the way you are

Emily's pov

Ross was sitting there, with a blank expression, my wrist in his palm and just a few tears in his eyes. I looked down "don't worry Ross, it doesn't hurt" I said  He pulled some of my skin lightly making me gasp catching me in a lie "it does hurt" Ross said upset "I'm so sorry Ross" I said "why Em?" He asked me as I shrugged "it helps me through pain" I said bluntly. Ross sighed "I'm supposed to help you through your pain, me, not please don't do this to yourself again, please I don't want to lose you" he said through tears. I realized in this moment how truly hurt he was and how much I meant to him. I looked up into his eyes smiling and wiping his tears away "I'm sorry, I love you" I whispered smiling as a smile began to appear on his face "you love me?" he asked in the softest voice. I nodded and he pulled me in and gave me the most passionate kiss. We got up and headed to the bunk room after I put on a jacket. Ross turned off the light and I cuddled into his chest,  him wrap his arms around me. Here I felt safe. I love him. 

Ross's pov

She loves me, for the first time she told me she loves me. I've never felt more happy then I am in this moment. I want her everyday for the rest of my life. 

(Sorry to skip time)
-2 months later-

Ross's pov

Tour was ending we had our final show last night. Tonight we had a big party in California to finish off the tour. Emily and I's relationship has grown so strong over the past few months and the fans undying support for us has been overwhelming, they've started the #rossily hash tag which I would've never expected. I'm so grateful for my girl and my fans. 

We were all getting ready for the party and the last night on the tour bus. Savannah was making her way over to the party venue to surprise Riker as well. There were going to be heaps of guests at this party, family, friends and crew. Some lucky fans also won a contest to attend. Emily and Rydel rushed off into the closet room on the bus and shooed us away as I got ready. I did my hair messily and wore black jeans, with a white hollister shirt and black converses.

Emily's pov

Rydel and I went into the closet room and began going through each of our clothes. I had a lot more clothes now because of shopping with Rydel which I can't complain about. Rydel pulled out this dress that was see-through in some areas as I muttered a 'no' "too bad" she replied as I groaned and she threw it at me. She is always trying to get me out of my comfort zone but in a way I feel it has helped me heal from my past.

She curled my hair and did my makeup with some foundation, sparkly eyeshadow, blush, eyelinered-wing, mascara and dark red lipstick. I began changing into the dress and immediately didn't want to wear it as it showed way too much "Boys wait outside the closet, we will be out soon to show you our outfits" Rydel yelled out as they obeyed.

Rydel and I looked in the mirror, she was wearing a plain black dress with similar makeup to me, her natural hair and white shoes on. She began to push me out whilst opening the door "no I don't want to wear this, please don't make me" I muffled as she pushed me all the way out. She also walked out and I felt all of their eyes on me as I tried to cover up with my hands. I looked down. Someone came and lifted up my chin. Ross. "Wow, you look....amazing and you look beautiful just the way you are" I blushed at Ross's comment "thanks babe" I said kissing him.

We were walking out of the bus and I grabbed my black clutch while Rydel grabbed her white clutch and I walked out intwined hands with Ross. We walked into the hall venue and there was about 30 people there already. I heard a bunch of whistles and I turned around to see a group of men staring at me which made Ross grip my hand tighter. I asked Riker to get me a drink because I feel like it. He left and returned with a vodka and orange juice. I thanked him and took the drink. Savannah texted me that she was pulling up now. I watched as she walked through the door and went up behind Riker poking his shoulder. When he turned his eyes lit up as he pulled her in for a hug. 

Ross, Rydel, Ellington and I went to sit down and  have a few drinks soon joined by Riker, Savannah, Alexa and Rocky. R5 went up to do the speeches talking about the undying love from the fans and the continuing support. After the speeches were done, we sat back down and had a few more drinks. For the first time in a while I was actually having a good time with the people I love. Yes I know I'm only 17 and not legal age to drink but this was a supervised party with adults therefore it wasn't necessarily illegal.

Ross's pov

Emily had a few drinks tonight and she was already a little bit drunk. I didn't even know she drank which surprised me "I think we need to get you back to the bus" I said to her over the loud music "but this is fun let's stay and then later we can have fun" she winked but I shook my head "Em your drunk, we'll stay for a little while and then head back" I replied as she nodded. Emily and I still hadn't slept together and she way way too drunk to consent tonight hence why I brushed her off. I wanted our first time to be special. 

Another hour later and we were all heading back to the bus. We all decided to play a game hide and seek. Rydel and Emily were wasted. Riker got voted to be in for hide and go seek so we all went and began hiding, Emily and Rydel running together stumbling over furniture. 

Riker's pov

I was in for hide and go seek and I finished counting to 60 and then went to find everybody. I could hear giggling coming from one of the tiny cupboards in the kitchen. I opened the door and Emily and Rydel were in there as I raised my eyebrows "You both fit in there?" I asked as they nodded laughing and hopped out. Next I opened the closet room and Rocky and Alexa were kissing as Rocky groaned angrily.

I found Ross on the highest bunk and Ryland was sitting on top of the small wardrobe in our room. The game continued for about another half an hour before it was close to midnight. I told everyone to go to bed as we had a big day of unpacking tomorrow. Savannah got to hang out all night with us but unfortunately had to go home before the party ended but I was seeing her tomorrow.

Emily's pov

I cuddled into Ross as he smiled but I really don't want to go to bed so I got up and walked into the back lounge room that was quite big. I began dancing because I was bored but it wasn't very good. Rydel soon joined me and then the boys were laughing. After our little dance routine we bowed making the boys laugh and clap. Then I was rolling on the floor laughing with Rydel.

I stood up and grabbed Ross's neck bringing towards my face and slightly kissing him "let's go and have fun" I whispered in his ear still giggling as he shook his head. "Em your drunk and you don't know what your doing, cmon lets go to bed" Rydel and I eventually gave in and soon fell asleep.

-next morning-

I woke up with a really bad headache as I groaned and rolled off the bunk. Me being clumsy I fell in the floor. I must have had fun last night because I've never felt like this. I walked in to the kitchen to see Rydel getting medication as I did too"How are you feeling?" Rydel asked as I shrugged "a little weird, you?" "Same" she replied. "We're in LA yay home" I said as she giggled "or my new house which is your home" I corrected making her laugh even more. Ross walked out laughing at a video on his phone. He handed me his phone as I pressed play and sat next to Rydel.

The video was of Rydel and I dancing and rolling on the floor. The next part of the video was me telling Ross to come have fun with me. I was so embarrassed, I didn't even remember that. I looked up at Ross awkwardly "we didn't did we?" I asked curiously "no, I knew you were drunk. I respected that and want to wait" I smiled. He always had the right thing to say "You're the best, I love you" I kissed him as he said I love you back. We finished packing and headed off the tour bus saying goodbye to 5sos who were catching planes back to Australia. We also said goodbye to the crew and began to head back to the Mark and Stormie's house.

A/N 

Hey guys hope you like this chapter. Next chapter will be moving in and them just hanging out. Keep reading guys and I'll try to update everyday!

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