Unspoken (Sitkolson Threequel)

7| The Silence Is Deafening.

(A/N: Oh lawdy, Why cant i be that hand??? ^^^^^ im in love haha... and sorry if you were expecting smut in this chapter but no not yet, you'll just have to wait ;) ENJOY!!!)

Music: Dragula (by Rob Zombie)

               First Dance (by NeverShoutNever)

*Ricky's POV*

          I felt like i was being smothered from the inside out in feelings that i was too numb to feel. I knew deeply that no one would believe me, why would they? I was in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong person and to be honest i was starting to believe Frank's lie myself.  So Silence was the best option for now, or always maybe. 

         I was still in an emotionless state when Josh waltzed in to my own apartment, already glaring daggers at me. I wish those daggers were real, then i wouldn't have to be in this situation. I was seconds away from running away to hide in my bedroom, no one would chase me, they were all against me. And i was always finding myself in this position. Do i run and hide or face this?

       I guess i could face this, i mean shouldn't the truth always reveal itself over the lies. I mean, lies have so many flaws and hinders in them, The truth is just straight forward, no changes necessary.  I mean, you'd think that's how it would work at least. "Why don't you tell him, Ricky?" Josh just burst like a balloon that has been over filled with a  slick mixture of oxygen and helium.  

        "Oh, this is gonna be good." I heard Frank snicker and that just made me want to slither into the back of my chair until i disappeared completely. I'm practically half way there.

       "Tell me what?" Ryan's eyes flicked from Josh to me. Yup, i definitely wanted to just evaporate into thin air right then and there. What do i do? Tell him the truth of course. Or why speak at all? My mouth hung agape as i pondered and scrambled my frantic brain for some coherent words to speak, but i came up short. Closing my mouth i just stared back at Ryan as he probably waited for an explanation that he wasn't going to get.                  

         So i did the only think that i thought was logical. I ran to my new friend Vic.

*Ryan's POV*

        I was starting to freak out as  Ricky bolted for the door. Why was he running? And damn could he run fast. Out of instinct, i shot my arm out to snatch Ricky. It was so easy to pull him back that it was almost like plucking a piece of fruit from a basket. He was so thin, but he always was. 

        "Ricky, wait. What's going on?" I begged, but he only yanked away. "The silence is deafening." My voice shook, but only slightly as i somehow managed to compose myself enough to wrap my arms around him so he couldn't leave again. He spun around slowly with his glistening pastel blue orbs for eyes. I wanted to melt. I wanted to melt so deeply into his eyes that were swirling with ten different emotions all at once. Sadness, Fear, and some that i couldn't identify.  He still hasn't spoken a word.

        "If you won't tell him, then i will." Josh's anger was palpable, but it had toned down a lot. The suspense was eating away at my insides when Josh began to speak. "I saw him with Frank." Was all he said. But that could mean many things!  I mean, we live in the same house, of course they were seen together. I let Ricky go, entrusting him to stay where he was an not run away, which he didn't. "Frank was-was on his knees." Josh continued less feverishly and a little shy to be honest, as if he lost his certainty in the middle of speaking. But he needn't say more, i knew what he meant. 

        Ricky shook his head 'no' ceaselessly as i only looked at him, dumbfounded.  I was torn like a piece of paper between being pissed at Ricky and not believing Josh. I mean if Ricky is telling me no then shouldn't i believe him? But i mean he's lied to me before hasn't he? Like, while on tour the whole Jessica thing happened, then after that the whole Caroline thing separated us, and now this? Maybe he just has a commitment problem. But then again half of those previous examples were proven wrong. And looking at how frustrated he was it was kind of hard to believe that what Josh was saying was the truth.

          I felt like i was being ripped in half by some medieval torture device.

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