Unspoken (Sitkolson Threequel)

14| You said Always!

(A/N: Ricky is a god... ENJOY)

Music: Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides (by Pierce The Veil)

*Ricky's POV*

       "Positions!" The director called as we got into our designated spots marked with a small taped 'X'. As always, jitters ran through my anxious body just as we were just starting to film. I was nervous to say the least but excited all at the same time. "We're going to record the middle part of the song, then go back to the beginning and finally the end." He told us, getting the last minor details into place so everything was perfect. 

       "Are you as nervous as i am?" I whispered to Ghost before we started to film. He gave me a sympathetic smile, noticing that i was shaking already.

        "Hell no, i look fabulous on camera." Ghost whipped his hair dramatically to get me to laugh and loosen up, which i did. "Just don't even think about it, it'll be over soon." Yeah, he was right. I fixed the guitar strap on my shoulders and tried to relax, but how could i relax when i saw Ryan looking right at me then sending a wink over to Andy, his new victim. I mean, we weren't even divorced yet and he was talking to someone else! Isn't that illegal? I wish it was. 

        His smug smile was venom in my already weak immune system. So what did i do? Of course i followed his lead and made sure Ryan saw me flirting back with Sarah. I sent her a flirtatious smile then shot a grin back at Ryan who was right beside me, in his assigned spot. I knew it was wrong to do this because fighting fire with fire only ended up with a lot more fire, but what can i say? I'm immature and i'm proud.

*Ryan's POV* 

         I couldn't help the fury that was building up inside of every part of my body. I no longer cared about making Ricky jealous with Andy who already had a boyfriend of his own. Now, i was just pissed that Ricky moved on too. Hypocritical? Yeah, i guess. 

        Without even thinking, i bumped into Ricky with my guitar extremely hard, on purpose of course. "Ow! What the fuck, Ryan?!" He groaned, glaring at me with daggers in his eyes. 

        "Who even is she?!" My voice boiled with anger as i stepped closer to Ricky, clenching my fists at my side. He only looked at me like i was crazy. "You moved on already?!" I shoved him, almost to the point of him falling on the ground.

        "Don't fucking touch me!" He snarled, teeth snapping together. "And who do you think you are calling me out on who i talk to." He pushed me back with all the force he had in his body. And that sent me over the edge.

          I swung my fist out at Ricky's face, my knuckles connecting with his prominent cheek bones. In the heat of the moment, i didn't even feel the pain flaring up in my probably sprained hand. "You said you loved me, what happened to that, Ricky?" I basically spit out his name at the end as i swung my red fist at him once more.

*Ricky's POV*

        My cheek stung like a bitch as Ryan swung at me again. I didn't think he would actually hit me. I didn't think he would hurt me like this. Maybe i asked for it, but i don't deserve this. No one does. Defend yourself.  I thought to myself as i caught Ryan's airborne fist. 

        "Yeah? Then what about Andy, huh?" I couldn't bring myself to hit me back, but instead i clasped my empty hand around his throat. I wasn't thinking. I didn't want to hurt Ryan, i didn't want to choke him like i was, but i just wanted him to stop! I feared that if he hit me one more time that i would pass out because i could already feel the blood pouring out of the cuts on my face. "This isn't all about me! You said you'd love me always. You said always! And now you want a fucking divorce!"  felt myself being pulled back from Ryan who was gasping for air desperately as my hand wrapped tighter around his neck before i let him go.

          "Ricky! Let him go!" Chris yelled at me, dragging me away from him. All the guys jumped in to separate us. 

          "He said always...." My anger was soon replaced with sadness as i felt the tears slipping down my pained face. 

          I felt that us getting back together was now impossible.

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Once again, let's keep in mind that i've never been in a physical fight before so forgive me if this wasn't that good of a chapter.

Also, can you please read my story "Let's Raise Hell" (it's a NYD story) and could you please check out MIW69XD story "How can we possibly Be?" because it's an amazing Cricky fanfic!!!

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