Only in my dreams ( Book one of the Secret Embrace Series)

secret embrace part 2

CH 3 PART 2

When I finally get home I have so much on my mind.I don't know what to think of it all. First my best friend has become match maker on me with Adien, and then Adien is gonna give me these longing/ searching looks and now these feelings like I know him is starting to happen so now the only thing I can think of to do is not think and just try to lay down. So that's what I do I go straight to my bed and plop right on the pillows.

How can you know someone you have never met Ash? Think about it he is just new and being friendly and what about what Emma said he just keeps to himself and only talks to me? Why would he only want to talk to me? I am the girl that keeps to herself..I am shy and stay in my poetry if anything he should be after someone like the head cheerleader or I don't know someone like Emma.

I turn on my radio trying to drown out the thoughts racing through my head. From where you are by LifeHouse comes on..why is he always on my mind ...

"so far away from where you are...and I wish you was here...I feel the beating of your heart...I miss you..".

I turn the radio off. It's just not helping me. So what do I turn to my handy dandy notebook! Oh God I have so been hanging around Emma way to much... I try to clear my mind but bits and pieces of that odd dream keep coming back... the person I couldn't see ..the person that disappeared...the same laugh I heard only from one other person...

I open up my notebook and what I see is strange because first its not my writing and second its the most beautiful handwriting I have ever seen. I look through it but there is only one poem in it ..which means this is definitely not my notebook! I go back to the poem thinking maybe they put their name on their work but no such luck.

* Secret Embrace*

I hide the pain of losing you with a smile on my face...

Waiting for the happiness to come back again one day..

No one can see my pain of losing you...

not when I wear this mask..still your stuck in my brain like glue

When I go to sleep at night, I see your face behind my eyes...

I feel like you're almost there..

But when I go to reach your embrace, I wake up reaching for empty air....

My pain is consuming but I am strong enough to fight

Until I am exhausted and my guard slips away at night...

Your voice is in my head and your scent is in the air...

You're not here but in my dreams you're always there..

Waiting for me to come to you....

So I slip into my dreams with a smile on my face...

And wake up longing for my love's embrace.

I try to hold back the tears but by the end I am like a freaking waterfall, the writing is so full of emotion..who could write something like this..you can literally read their broken heart?

Right then and there I make it my mission to find whoever wrote this beautiful work of art, that tugged on my heart strings, and literally made me its puppet as soon as I read the first line.