The Girl Who Changed The Alpha's Life (UNDER MAJOR CONSTRUCTION)

Chapter 2

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(Zeke' s [Avery's mate] POV):

Right as I walked into school I could sense my mate.

Her scent whizzes around my head, a smell of cinnamon and vanilla. She smells so sweet, and I can't imagine how gorgeous she is. I can just barely see her silky hair flowing in the wind, her bright blue eyes, so easily lost in. I can imagine the dimples on her cheeks and hearing her laughter that could make one fill with happiness. 

This is what a mate is like to someone.

Flawless. Impeccable. Perfect.

I've been waiting forever for my mate. I hope to have a strong, confident Luna. One that will help guide my pack, and protect our honor. I know she will be beautiful. I just can't wait to find her.

Once I do though, I'm going to have to drop some bad habits. My ways will have to change, seeing as I should only be for her. Now that I know she's here, I really regret the things I've done. When she finds out about them she will probably be hurt. 

Sleeping around with as many people as I have isn't exactly respectable.

After all, most mates do save themselves for each other. It's considered a horrendous act to sleep around before finding your mate. Considering how much I have already, and with so many different people, I'm already a really lousy mate. She'll probably feel as though fate let her down, and gave her a defective other half. 

I try to brush away the negative thoughts running through my mind, and more so on how beautiful she will be. How kind. How smart. How funny. She will be a perfect luna. Although I haven't met her directly yet, I know she will be. I just know. I can feel it in my bones.

My wolf tells me to go find her, but I didn't want to appear so overjoyed about the entire situation. As an alpha, I'm essentially expected to be emotionless. To treat my mate as a tool for advice and stress relief. Everyone knows that's not how the alpha and luna relationship is behind closed doors, but that is the vibe we are meant to give off. That we have next to no emotion for one another in public. That we are solely a team for pack defense. My craving to see my mate would seem weak. 

It would make me appear as though I'm just a normal pack wolf.

Essentially, that's what I am though. Any wolf can be an alpha, they just need to take down the current alpha. The position gives the alpha a certain physical strength though, but when one loses the position, the strength is lost with it. I took the position when my father handed it down to me, but I was really no different from any other pack wolf before I assumed the role. Most wolves are really quite oblivious to this, and that's part of what makes being an alpha so difficult. 

Damn modern conventions for alphas.

In ways, I have advantages because of the position, but in other ways, I don't. For example, I used to have authority over my parents because of my position before they passed away. However, as I mentioned before, I must always act professionally, so I can't be a relaxed person anymore. I just can't be myself all the time, only in private or with my close friends.

Shaking myself from my deep thought, I catch a glance of the time. I have class in 3 minutes, so I head on my way. My math teacher is quite picky about late comers to class, like most of the teachers here, and I really don't feel like dealing with it today. The human teachers feel that they have some authority over me, and I have to pretend to some extent that they do. This makes me feel degraded though, and I really just don't want to put up with that today. I want to enjoy all of today, because I'm gong to hunt down my mate during lunch. It will be a good day.