This Wasted Time On You Has Left Me Shaking And Waiting

Show Me The Way To Bed

Over the past three weeks I have been tutoring Jack, we've grown closer. We talk a little in school, but mostly outside of school where his friends can't beat me up or make fun of me.

One day when Jack came over to hang out, I found out something that almost seemed life changing.

We both sat on my bed, Jack to the left of me, his eyes glued to the computer screen. "Wow that girl is hot" He pointed to a blonde girl with a half sleeve, she was half naked, of course she was considered hot. "Tumblr is amazing, you can post nudes and no one will judge you" I could only laugh "I suppose"

I continued to scroll for another 5 minutes until we reached a picture of a guy with black medium length hair, a lip ring, and a blink-182 shirt on. "Wow that guy is hot" Jack said. My mind seemed to explode at that moment. "W-what?" I questioned him. "That guy is hot" Pausing, I thought about what he had just said. Guys can think other guys are attractive without being gay right? "But Jack I thought you were straight" He chuckled and sat back against the head board of my bed. "Yeah so did I a year ago. I'm gay, Alex"

"I'm gay, Alex" that sentence echoed through my head. Jack was gay. What? This was a bit odd for me. "What? But you don't look gay"

"And neither do you but here we are"

It felt like my feelings for Jack quadrupled in size now that I know he's not straight. Should I take a chance with him? Probably not for now. "But what about your girlfriend Holly?" He just shrugged and picked at his fingernails. "Well yeah she's attractive and stuff. Girls are still attractive but I prefer guys I guess"

I was still confused. "Isn't that just bisexual?" Jack leaned in close to my face. "I don't go out with girls I just make out with them" I scoffed "Yeah I've heard you do a little more than make out with them"

"You believe those stupid rumors? I've never touched a girl that way!" Rolling my eyes I closed my laptop and put it on my desk. I heard movement behind me and ignored it until I felt someone behind me. Jack wrapped his arms around my waist and my breathe hitched. "But I never said I wouldn't touch a guy that way"

My body tensed and next thing I knew I was up against the wall. The raven haired boy in front of me was nipping and kissing my neck. His lips moving down my neck. I prayed to whatever god there is that it wouldn't form a hickey. "J-jack.....stop" I breathed out. He ignored me and continued to kiss me, now along my jaw line. My hand found his way to his neck and my body arched back against the wall. I could feel his leg in between my legs, and I shuddered out of what I almost thought was excitement. I tugged at his hair and brought him closer, still trying to keep my breath steady. Jacks hands were in two different spots. One still wrapped around my waist, the other playing with the front of my pants. My arm snaked its way around him and brought him even closer. The friction between us almost made me explode. After getting fed up with the zipper of my pants he palmed me through my jeans. A moan left my mouth and my head hit the wall. Thank god no one was home.

But this was too much for me. It was wrong. Common sense came back to me and I pushed him back. "Jack please stop" He came right back and was at my neck again. "But why? No one is home but us" He mumbled into the crook of my neck. Pushing him back again I could feel myself becoming angry. "You have a girlfriend! This is cheating!"

"She doesn't need to know"

"Do you hear yourself? You're a jerk. If you're having so much fun with me then why don't you break up with her?!"

He shrugged and pulled out his phone "You're not really my type, besides Holly is an amazing kisser"

My head just about exploded. IM NOT REALLY HIS TYPE BUT HE JUST FUCKING TRYED TO HOOK UP OR SOMETHING! I'm so done with him. "Jack get out of my house" His eyes widened. "But what did I d-" "GET OUT!" Just as I had yelled at him I could hear my mom pull up in the drive way. I could my mom and I talking down stairs when she came in.

"Oh Jack, how are you?"

"I'm fine."

"Well that's good! Are you leaving?"

"Yeah"

"Well you can stay for dinner if you like"

"No thanks Mrs.Gaskarth but thanks for the offer. I have to be home soon so"

"Well have a goodnight sweetie"

"You too" he said. And then the door slammed. The whole house was quiet for a while. I sat back down onto my bed and sighed. The door opened and my mom stood in the door. "It was nice seeing Jack again" she smiled "It's been a while since you two have hung out"

She squinted her eyes and looked at me before coming into my room and touching my collar bone. "What is this?" She stated bluntly. My mom pushed down on my collar bone. "Is that a hickey?!" I began to panic. Fuck you Jack. "N-no.. It's a bruise. I ran into a door" She gave me that you-think-I-was-born-yesterday look. "I was pushed and then my body shifted and I hit the door" I was horrible at lying but I think she bought it. "As long as it isn't a hickey"

"I swear it's not a hickey!"

((HAHA POOR ALEX GETTING AN UNEXPECTED HICKEY! I wanted to add something interesting to this question so please comment omfg))