All I Want // h.g.

CHAPTER 31

|||EMILYS POV|||

{New Years eve}

My parents went to a work party for tonight and I'm going over Hayes's house for his party.

I put on a navy blue dress (picture) and some diamond jewelry (necklace, earrings.). I put on some white, 4-inch heels (really short but I don't want to be taller than Hayes), mascara, red lipstick, and a smokey eye that goes from silver to blue. I put my hair in a braided bun and left.

I knock and the door and Nash opens it.

"Wow." He says in amazement. "You look... Amazing, beautiful, I could go on and on."

"Thank you." I blush.

"Em!" Hayes yells running towards me, grabbing my wrist, and pulling me inside.

"I can't believe I'm gonna spend New Years with the love of my life." He says while holding my hands.

"I love you."

"I love you too." He kisses me and I hear the boys going 'oooo'. "Oh my god, hey!" I say while running over to say hi to Gilinsky, Matt, cam, and Johnson. I hugged all of them.

We all watched tv and played some games (monopoly, headbands, charades.). We ate, like a lot.

{10:00}

"Oh! Guys we should play hide and seek!" I suggest.

"Aren't we a little old for that?" Gilinsky asked.

"Dude what are you talking about? I love hide and seek!" Johnson said.

Because I was the only girl, I thought of a number from 1-100, it being 2, and Nash lost by guessing 72.
We all ran once he started counting and I went into a closet.

|||HAYES POV|||

"Guys, where's Em? It's been an hour." I ask.

"I don't know. I've been looking everywhere." Nash says.

"Ha! I win!" We all turn around and see Emily touch the white vase, meaning that she won. "Now which one of you losers are seeking?"

"Me." I say with disappointment.

We ate for a half hour then started the second game.
|||EMILYS POV|||

{11:45}

We all ran and I went back into the closet, only to see that Nash was already there.

"Aye, dude this is my spot." I whisper.

"Sorry, but it's a good place to hide."

After 10 minutes, we realized that it was almost New Years.

"Maybe we should go back." I say.

"No. Remember, we'd text each other if the game is over. I haven't gotten any texts. You?"

"No."

"4 more minutes until 2015. I'm glad I'll start it with you." Nash says, looking into my eyes.

"Yep."

"I miss you." Nash bursts out.

"Na-"

"No. I really do. I love you Emily. I want you, no, I need you to be mine. Ever since we broke up, my life has been a living hell. It hurts every time I see you with Hayes. I think to myself 'I can't believe I let an amazing girl like her'. Everyday I wish that I forgave you. I was stupid. I miss you Emily. So fucking much."

"10.9.8.7.6.5.!" We hear people yell.

And before I knew it, he pressed his lips against mine. He holds my head with his hands as I have my hands on his chest. His height made my back arch. He takes his hands off my head and moves them down to my waist. I raise my arms and place them on his neck. He picks my by my thighs and pushes me on the wall. I start to raise up his shirt as he he holds me kissing me with a passion. I pull off his shirt and manage to unbutton his pants. I hold onto him as he unclips my bra. Not once do we pull away from the kiss. I move my hands down his pants and he pulls away.

"What? Why did you stop?" I ask.

"I just wanted to see your beautiful face." He smiles and kisses me.  After a few more minutes of kissing, I pull away.

"Babe." Nash furrows his eyes.

"Babe is what Hayes calls me."

"Hayes isn't here right now." He leans in for a kiss.

"I know but this isn't right." I push him away and he sets me down.

"But, but I love you."

"I'm sorry Nash. If the world was perfect, I'd say 'I love you too'. But it's not. I can't cheat on Hayes. I've put him through enough."

"Break up with him."

"I can't Nash. I love him. I'm not gonna leave him." I say and fix myself.

"But, but Em I love you. Doesn't that mean anything to you?"

"It does. You have no idea how much that means to me." I leave.

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so I tied to stay up last night and wait for Calibraska but I fell asleep at 11:20😂😁
Sorry I haven't updated in a while.
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