|||EMILYS POV|||
After about an hour, we went back to Hayes's house.
"Damn Emily, is that a hickey." Gilinsky smirked and nudged Hayes.
"Shut up. At least I'm in a relationship." I reply.
"Oh about that! Do yall know Madison Beer?"
"Yeah?" We all say in unison.
"Well we have to go out for a while. It's for publicity."
Cam looked kinda sad. I mean, they did have a thing. I look over at Hayes and see that he's upset, too.
"Hayes is there a problem with that?" I ask him.
"Well, I mean, no but, we did date. I'm not ecstatic but I'm not sad."
"Wow. Okay. Maybe you should date her again!" I say and walk away with my arms crossed.
"Dude you fucked up." I hear Matt say.
"Em!" He grabs my arm. "What the fuck?!"
"What the fuck? What the fuck?! That's what you're gonna say?! You just told me that you missed her! How do you I'm gonna react?!"
"What are you talking about?! I never said that I missed her!"
"Yeah, but you were implying it!"
"So? You've had ex-boyfriends! I'm pretty sure that you'd miss them!"
"Yeah I would. But that would ONLY happen if I wasn't dating you! They mean nothing to me! And I guess Madison means everything to you!"
"Oh my god! You're blowing this way out of proportion! I love you okay?! You! Not her! You!"
"Just give me a few days to try and believe you. 'Til then, go ahead and say I love you to Madison."
I run out of the house crying. I reach my house and open the door. I run up to my room, open my drawer, and get my unopened pack of blades. I remember when I got these and thought that it was a waste of money because I wouldn't need them because I was with Hayes. I rip it open and take one. I look at my wrist; it's been a while (ish) the cuts are now scars and they're kind of fading to the point where they're not purple anymore.
I took the blade and stopped.
"No." I think. "No!"
"Emily..." I hear Hayes as I turn around.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry!" I say while sobbing.
"Please don't tell me you did anything..."
"I didn't. I'm just sorry for all the shit I've put you through. I don't understand how you can love me."
"Emily, I will love you no matter what. I'd love you even if you killed me. You mean everything to me." He kisses me and we walk back over to his house.
My mom said that I could sleepover so we just cuddled and watched AHS.
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Fiksi PenggemarTRIGGER WARNING! Emily has her life together, until the Griers move across the street. Emily will face challenges. The Griers are part of her life now. As her world falls apart, did the Griers save her... Or did they start it all?
