All I Want // h.g.

CHAPTER 26

|||EMILY'S POV|||

"Hey!" I said in a cheerful mood been though I wanted to leave. The guys all said hi.
Hayes put my stuff away and I was looking for somewhere to sit.

"Sorry Em. Hayes is sitting there." Cam says. The only seat left is next to Sammy. As I sit down, Sammy scootches away, and so do I.

"We should play spin the bottle!" Matt yells.

"You idiot! There's only one girl!" Hayes says and we all laugh.

"Oh yeah." Matt utters.

"Truth or dare?" I suggest.

"Yeah!" Nash screams while pumping his fists.

We all got into a circle and I started.

"Okay, Cam, truth or da-"

"DARE!" Cam yelled before I could finish my sentence.

"Okay," I smirked. "I dare you to streak!"

"Oooooo!" Everyone says.

"Okay, okay." Cam murmurs, smiling, and shrugs as if it's no big deal. I mean, he's done it before.

"Hey babe, maybe you shouldn't take a video." Hayes tells me.

"Why?" I ask.

"Well, I mean, he is twenty years old and, you now, a guy, and he will be naked. I just don't want you to see anything and have it on video and be able to watch over and over again." Hayes says with a concerned look on his face.

"Okay babe. Can you take a picture of it though? Because I do wanna watch it later and laugh."

"Sure."

After every one got their phones ready,Johnson screamed 'go!' And off went Cameron.
He ran from the middle of the street (where Hayes' house is), until the 'STOP' sign like 100 feet away. We all screamed and cheered him on as he ran there and back. After that, we went back inside and continued playing Truth or Dare. Cam picked Sammy, and Sammy chose truth.

"Have you ever been in love? And if so, who?" Cam asks.

"Yes, and I'd rather not say." Sammy replies.

"Tell us!" We all beg.

"It's this girl named Ariana. I met her at Digi and we talked and kinda dated for a few months." He lied

"Dude, why didn't you tell us?" Gilinsky asks.

"I didn't want to make a big fuss out of it." He shrugged his shoulders making this 😕 face.

"Hayes, truth or dare?" He asked.

"Dare."

"I dare you to grind... On Em."

"Okay." Hayes said (making this face:😏). Little did they know he did more things than just grind on me.

Nash put on 'grind on me' and Hayes started to grind. They guys screamed as I laced there enjoying it. Hayes got off of me and he he a boner, but not a full on boner, more like a halfway there/ enough to see through the pants boner. I felt special because I'm able to get him sexually attracted like that.

After a few more rounds of 'Truth or dare", we just watched tv. The guys are gonna sleepover too. At about 3 A.M., everyone fell asleep except for me and Nash. At first me and Nash just watched The Fairly Odd Parents, but then we started talking and it lead to a pretty serious conversation...

"When did you start to cut?" I ask.

"Ever since I started getting hate on vine and stuff." What about you?"

"When I liked this guy and rumors went around that me and him were dating. He found out that I liked him and he wouldn't talk to me anymore." I respond.

"I would never treat you that way." He says. I just hug him, worried that if I open my mouth, I'll say something stupid and ruin my relationship with Hayes. "Have you ever thought about suicide?"

"Yeah, a lot. Like three times in the past few months."

"Why would you do that? You're so beautiful and smart and funny and just perfect." He compliments me.

"Thank you." I blush. He takes my wrists and looks at the scars that are forming from the last time I cut. The stitches are almost gone. He pulls me and hugs me. After that hug, I look at his arms. Fresh cuts. He looks at my disappointed.

"Why? Why would you do his to yourself?" I'm tearing up.

"I've just been beating myself up because I lost you."

"Oh, Nash. You don't have to do that. I still love you. I really do and it's not just a friend love. But, but I love Hayes. I'm sorry. Please don't do it again. For me?"

"I'll try." He replies.

"No 'I'll try'. You WONT do this again!" I command. I give him a hug and kiss him on the cheek. We got tired and went to sleep.

{4:00 A.M.}

"Em. Em." I hear someone whisper.

"Yeah?" I say getting up. It Sammy. " oh hey, what's up?"

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah sure." We sit down behind the couch because he doesn't want Hayes to hear what he's gonna say.

"Emily, ever since I met you, I thought you were beautiful. Your smile just warmed up my heart and I felt like the luckiest man alive to see beauty like that in person. And when we kissed a couple of weeks ago, that was... Magic. I know you're dating Hayes," He grabs my hands. " but, I love you. This isn't the best time to tell you, I know. But I couldn't hold it in any longer. I love you Emily Rose Linden. I love you."

"Sammy, I don't know what to say. That kiss was magical for me too. And I mean I've had feelings for you. They're like on and off. You're amazing." I pause, trying to think of what to say next, but my thoughts were interrupted by Sammy kissing me. I wanted to pull away, but it just felt so good.

"No I can't." I whisper and push him away. "I wish I could but I can't I'm sorry." I get up and walk back to the couch. That was the last thing I said to him until morning. In a way, I love you too, Sammy.

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This chapter was really long sorry!
When you think abt Em and Sammy, don't think abt their age😂😁
Thanks for reading! Love yall❤️-alex💜