Miley's p.o.v
It has been a week. One week of me and Nick living together, under the same roof. After everything was unpacked and Joe stopped bothering us, I felt that we were really alone. It seemed to have finally hit me. It wasn't a bad thing, but it shocked me. I am now living with Nick and I never really thought that would happen. The only other man I have ever lived with was Liam. But, Liam and Nick are literally nothing alike.
I wasn't really sure what I was feeling but it wasn't doubt or anything like that. These feeling were more in awe and shocked like, if that even makes sense. I stood out in the back yard watching my dogs run around and enjoy themselves. Everything was falling into place. I wouldn't say that I am holding back anything from Nick, but I would say that I was avoiding a certain conversation with Nick.
"Hey," his rough morning voice erupted from behind me. I turned around and walked towards him.
"Morning," I smiled falling into his arms. His embrace seemed to always melt the pain and uneasy feelings.
I stayed there for a little bit because I didn't want to move, not to mention that the happiness was overwhelming. At the same time, I didn't want to have to face him and talk about the problem that was starting itch at me. I had a feeling that it was starting to be a problem for Nick, but in a different way. I knew that he would encourage me to have the conversation soon, but it made me uneasy.
"What's wrong?" He asked pulling away to see my face.
"Nothing," I shook my head.
"You know you are a terrible liar, right?" He chuckled holding my hands in his.
"It's really nothing. I just think that we are going to need to talk about a few things." I said clearing my throat. I was nervous and I think that I have a reason to be nervous.
"Okay, let's talk." Nick said easily. He sat down at the outside table and watched me sit down. I felt slightly uncomfortable but at the same time I felt like this would be an easy going conversation, at least after I got over myself. This was conversation was going to happen sooner or later no matter what.
"So," I started after clearing my throat.
"Why are you nervous?" Nick asked picking up on my uneasiness.
"Well, this conversation is a bit hard for me." I said looking down at my hands.
"I don't know what Liam did to you, but I hope that you know that I am nothing like him." Nick said grabbing my hand he held it tightly in his lap as he closely watched me.
"I know you aren't him, but this is still really hard for me because of the damage that he and others have cost. I was okay in Nashville and I felt confident about myself there. I guess now that we are here, and we are alone, it is all sinking in and I am more vulnerable. I know that you aren't going anywhere and that you are patient, but Liam really forced me into stuff really fast and he even made fun of my body at times. Even though you aren't him, it's still hard for me to be comfortable with anyone at this point." I explained. I couldn't even look at him while I was talking. It hurt too much to even talk about. What if, like Liam, he got tired of me and wanted another women? I can't help but think like that at times.
"Well, fuck Liam for treating you like that. Unlike him, you are more than enough for me. You are so sexy and it's cute because you don't even realize it. I feel vulnerable around you too but at the same time I am comfortable. I love you baby and I am more than willing to wait for as long as you want because you are worth it." He said picking me up into his arms and down into his lap. I cuddled up in his arms and felt so relaxed. I don't know how to describe these feelings.
"Do you even know how sexy and beautiful you are?" Nick moaned as he kissed my neck.
"I just don't have a lot of confidence in my body anymore." I mumbled honestly.
"Well, fuck Liam for that." Nick sighed. "Just so you know it's a major turn on when you wear my clothes." He admitted as he nuzzled himself closer to me. I looked down to see that I was wearing one of his t-shirts and only a pair of underwear. I laughed lowly as he continued to become even more frustrated.
"I guess I should be more aware of what I am wearing when I am around you." I laughed.
"You could be fully clothed and I would still be turned on right now." He moaned again as he started to kiss my neck. I felt myself starting to become hot at his touch.
"I'm hungry, can we eat breakfast?" I cleared my throat before pulling away from him. He growled and got up to walk back inside.
It was odd, I had never seen him so sexually frustrated before. I guess I shouldn't be so hard on myself about my body. But, sadly, I knew that wasn't something that would magically be fixed overnight. It is going to take a little while for me to become more comfortable in my skin around Nick. I could tell that Nick would be sensitive about it and build me up too. I was so lucky to have him.
I gathered the dogs and went back into the house. I saw that Nick was cooking something in the kitchen so I walked in to see what he was up too.
"I was thinking that we could go out today?" Nick said as I walked up behind him. I wrapped my arms around him and held him tightly.
"I guess." I agreed.
I didn't know when it would happen but I knew that Nick was going to be patient, even if it is hard for him. I loved him even more for it.
((New cover! Thoughts? The next chapter (or the one after) will be raunchy lol. I think there also might be some drama ahead but that's the point. Nick and Miley are together but their Fairytale will be tested. I really hope y'all are enjoying everything so far. Please, please, please, comment and vote! I love you all!))
