Please Don't Save Me [BkDk]

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IZUKU POV: (Chapter 12)
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Swearing
Mentions of attempted suicide
Mentions of self harm
Self harm
Blood/gore
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Every thing has been dark for a while, did I finally succeed? Am I finally free? I'M FINALLY FREE-

Never mind I'm just in this fucking place again, why do I have to suffer longer. Oh well I should be used to this by now.

I actually can't be bothered to live anymore so WHY AM I STILL ALIVE- ignore that little outburst...right now I have to find that fucking light again.

FUCK IT FEELS LIKE IT'S BEEN FOREVER I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS- oh there's the light...hehe...nevermind! Don't mind me...let me just...

Yayyyyy! I'm no longer in that mind fucking place, right- what the fuck. who am I laying on- WHAT THE FUCK-

Okay but seriously, right I'm just gonna...please don't wake up please don't wake up...

I slowly swerve my way out of his arms, glancing at his face to refrain from waking him up. I eventually get out of his grasp, I think he's dead but I don't know.

I creep away like I was a secret spy in a movie, the white tiled on the floor making a shiver shoot up my spine. I looked down at my hospital gown and gritted my teeth, scanning the room for the 8292921696229063169 time.

My eyes squinted at a few things as I'm as blind as a fucking blind person. I inhaled the air deeply, wishing it was my last breath as I glanced down at my arms.

Healed AGAIN. I roll my eyes and looked over my shoulder at Aizawa-sensei sitting against the hospital bed where he was originally holding me.

My expression softened for a second before turning serious again. I couldn't stay here, not where everyone knows everything I'm doing at every given moment.

I kept creeping around the room like Robbery Bob (absolute icon), I cringed as my ankles cracked every step I took, slowly edging towards the window YET AGAIN.

I grabbed a nearby pair of scissors, looking back at Aizawa-sensei. I wouldn't kill myself just yet...I would go somewhere where no one would find me. Yeah...Yeah! I'm so smart!!

I lifted the window slowly, dying slightly every noise it made as I stuck one leg out, maneuvering my body around to get out the window.

Testing my hands, I activated black whip and let go of the window cill. Aiming my arm at a nearby building next to the hospital.

I then flexed my arm, black whip attaching to the building as I did the same with my other hand, swinging between building like spider man. I could hear the alarm going off in the hospital and smiled to myself.

Already out of site, I started making my way to a fabulous abandoned building. I crashed through one of the remaining windows and sat calmly on the cold floor, I pulled the scissors out of my pocket in the hospital gown.

I then grabbed a blade of glass from the broken window, my body stinging from the various cut marks from the shards. I graciously brought both in front of my face and started sharping the piece of glass.

After what felt like forever, I produced the most beautiful shard of glass you could ever lay your eyes on. Perfectly pristine and as sharp as could be, perfectly pointy and amazing.

I gleamed down at my bare arm, I dramatically flicked my imaginary long hair, only occasionally touching my short green hair. I then dramatically brought the sharpened piece of glass to my wrist while grinning like a mad man.