One Of The Winchesters

Chapter 35

Trish's POV

For the past week Dean, Sam, and I have been doing research for another way to get rid of the mark. Also though, whenever Sam is taking a nap or went out to grab some food, Dean and I would secretly have sex. But yesterday I got a furious call from Bobby about Derek. Not that Derek did anything, but Bobby just doesn't want Derek around anymore. I told Bobby I would come by early in the morning. By early, I mean early. It's four in the morning as I arrived at Bobby's. I opened his door and stepped inside. I looked down and there was a devil's trap. I walked out of it gratefully knowing that the mark hasn't gotten to me.
"Good, you're you." Bobby was at his desk having a beer.
"What is that supposed to mean?" I questioned.
"Well, the original idjit that was going to take that God awful curse called me saying that you took it yourself. Why did you take it instead of Sam?" I walked over to Bobby.
"Both Sam and Dean have been through enough. They shouldn't need to go through worse." I told him.
"They are and they will continue to be! That's how this job is. Yeah it's a living hell but this is what we do! You probably made it worse for them. You came back from Purgatory and next thing you know you have the Mark of Cain on your arm. They care about you a lot and so do I! They're my family, and so are you. I wish you would've screwed your head on straight. If your mother was here-"
"But she's not here! And I'm hoping she never comes back. She left me and she didn't even think about visiting or even calling? Yeah for my birthday I got a lacrosse stick. I would've rather have seen her face instead. I never knew my father and no one will tell me much about him. Not even you."
"I'm just trying to protect you." Bobby said strictly.
"Protect me?! Protect me? Really? I told you guys so many times that I don't want to be treated like a little kid anymore. You act as if I was weak. Like I'm still brand new at being a hunter. I was in freaking Purgatory for a long ass time and I killed to survive. The only good thing I liked about being under the mark's curse is that I felt so much stronger. And I could tell in their faces that they were terrified of me. Cas, had a knife to my throat. I want to be treated like that. I want people to be afraid of me Bobby. I want them to see that I'm a great hunter and that I can kill."
"Trish!" Derek ran in. I didn't realize until now that I was holding Bobby by the neck against the wall. Derek pulled me away. My arm was weak and my hand was shaking.
"I'm so sorry Bobby." I held my arm and kept my head down.
"You should leave now. Both of you." Bobby looked at Derek and I. Derek walked me outside.
"Cas!" I shouted.
I just need some help. I hate this. I enjoy the strength but I don't want to kill anyone. Especially people like Bobby.
"Trish what's wrong?" Cas showed up. I looked at him and he looked at Derek, "Trish, he's a werewolf." Cas said as he was ready to kill Derek.
"No Cas. I know he is. But he's not a killer. He's a friend." I told him. Cas held back.
"Purgatory?" Cas questioned.
"Yes." Derek answered.
"Why'd you call me?" Cas asked.
"You need to keep me somewhere. A place where I can't kill anyone until we know how to figure out how to get rid of this mark. I don't want to see Dean or Sam or Bobby; or you to get hurt because of me."
"I won't do that." He said.
"Please Cas. It is for the best of us." I begged. Cas stared at me sad-eyed.
"Alright. You won't agree to the place but it's actually the best for you." Cas said.
"Where?" I wondered. Cas looked at Derek.
"I'll take off. I know where to go and I'll be fine. Goodbye Trish." Derek said then headed off.
"Come on. I'll even drive us there if you want." Cas said. I nodded my head. We got into the car and Cas drove off.
We arrived at the bunker. I told him I didn't want to be here. Cas got out but I didn't want to. I did anyways.
"I told you I don't want to be near Sam or Dean." I said.
"Trust me, you won't." He told me.
We walked into the bunker. Sam and Dean were having a beer and either looking into the books or searching on a laptop. Dean took a sip of his beer and saw us.
"Hey, Bobby called us about two minutes ago." Dean stood up and walked over.
"Dean, don't. I don't want to go near either of you for right now." I looked at Dean then at Sam when he stood up.
"You're not gonna hurt us Trish." Sam said.
"I don't trust myself." I looked at Cas. He then brought me down the hallway where the devil's trap is. He opened the door and we walked in.
"I would say I would keep you at Bobby's but I'm pretty sure he doesn't want you there anymore. This is the next best thing I could think of. You are just gonna have to stay here. If you do end up changing then you'll be in the trap and be locked in. I'm sorry."
"Don't be. It's my decision. Tell Sam and Dean that I'm sorry." I told him. Cas nodded then walked out while closing the doors.