One Of The Winchesters

Chapter 33

Sam's POV

"Why'd you do this?" I asked.
"Why?" Trish chuckled, "I wanted power. I'm stronger and a much better killer than Dean so I can really bring this mark to life. I can easily do what it is made for people like me to do. Dean, yeah he had a good run I guess but he never really used it. You- ha! If you had the mark you would be weak. You aren't even a good hunter. I came back from Purgatory, dead tired, and I still beat you. You are Dean's sidekick. All you do is the research. Dean kills and saves. Have you ever thought of that, Sammy?" She chuckled.
"This isn't you Trish. You are stronger than this curse! Trish, you gotta fight it!"
"Sam!" I heard Dean.
"Look who's back." Trish said. I walked out of the room. Dean just came around the corner.
"Dean." I said. He came over to me and gave me a big hug. I hugged him back.
"Hey Dean! You happy to be back!" Trish shouted. Dean let go and walked into the room. I followed.
"Why'd you do this?" Dean was angry.
"I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be strong. I wanted to feel like I was something more then just your guys' little sister that never got to do anything! I am a better hunter and killer than you Dean. You knew it. But all you could think of was making sure you were the best hunter that anyone has ever known. Dean Winchester, the hunter that everyone knows and is afraid of. Well Dean I don't know if you've realized but, you are a failure. You may think you are strong and bold but I know how you really feel. You hate yourself. You never left the pit. You are stuck in hell Dean! You never left!" She shouted.
"Yes I did! Yeah I can still see what happened but I did leave. Cas and Sam brought me back. They're the ones who helped me realize that I can move forward and be the best hunter I can be. I need them!" Dean's upset and angry.
"Do they need you?" She asked then looked at me. Dean looked at me.
"Yes we do. Why do you think I raised him from perdition?" Cas walked in.
"So you could use him. You and some of the angels are waiting for the right time to tell him."
"What does she mean Cas? Tell me what?" Dean and I both looked at Cas.
"Not only you Dean but also Sam too. Oh Cas, you don't even know what the angels are hiding from you do you?" Cas turned around.
"Cas! Do you know?" I asked. Cas started to walk away.
"Of course he doesn't. The angels have been treating him like a trash bag in the wind. God doesn't really want him in heaven anymore so he told Cas that he is important and that he needs to help you guys out for his 'mission'. Due to that, Cas thinks he's actually doing something. Like he's actually helping you guys out. But he isn't. He's just a piece of trash floating in the wind!" She shouted. Cas turned around and started to walk towards her with anger. Cas dropped the angel blade from his sleeve and put it against her neck.
"Cas, don't! She's playing with your head. Our heads. She wants this." I said and Cas looked at me.
"Am I? Or maybe I'm just speaking the truth." Cas looked back at her, "I was always treated like nothing my whole life and was always lied to. I thought it would finally be time to get together and tell you guys the truth of how I feel and how you guys feel and what you really are. It's all true. Sam, you are just Dean's sidekick. Dean you hate yourself. And Cas, you don't even know who you are and what you're really doing here. Me on the other hand, I've always felt like a piece of crap. But for some odd reason I would always make you guys feel like your something special. Yeah, I keep secrets with most of you." She looked at Cas and Dean.
"What is she talking about?" I asked.
"I don't know?" Cas still has the blade to her throat.
"Yes you do Cas. When I first met you. I already knew a lot about you even before I met you. And you are no Angel of The Lord. You're just Cassiel's bitch pretty much. You get lucky just talking to The Lord." Cas held the blade closer.
"Cas, is that true?" Dean questioned the same thing I was thinking.
"Yes, unfortunately. Besides the feeling lucky just to be talking to The Lord." Cas was looking Trish dead in the eyes with anger.
"Ok, I'll give you that one. But I'm not wrong. I'm right and you told me to not tell them that but I just did. And you are probably more angry that I revealed your secret in front of Dean. Wait, I forgot to tell you guys about the secret that Dean and I kept from you guys."
"You better not or I swear I'll-" Dean was angry.
"You'll what? Kill me? Well first Cas is beating you to it but I know that none of you will kill me because you love me. And Sam I know your secret too. Oh wow, I do know secrets from everyone. So Sam, I know you are in love with me and I thought I should let you know that Dean and I had sex. And man did he enjoy it." She started to chuckle and I looked at Dean. He clinched his jaw.
"Cas, take the blade off of her throat." Dean ordered. Cas pulled away.
"Also, he's the one that suggested it too." She said as
Dean and Cas turned around. Dean grabbed the blade from Cas and Dean stepped inside the devil's trap. He's just about to kill her but then he stopped.
"Go ahead Dean. Finish the job." She said.
"No." Dean walked out of the circle and gave the blade back to Cas.
"You had your chance so why didn't you?" She asked.
"Because I know your secret and I wouldn't want to kill it." Dean turned around.
"I'm an open book. What could my secret be?" She smiled.
"I know and I'll prove it to you right now." Dean turned around.
"Ok, sure. Go right ahead because I don't have any." She chuckled.
"Yes you do." Dean walked back into the trap, held Trish's face and kissed her. What the hell? Then all the sudden Trish slowly wrapped her arms around his neck. Are you kidding me?! I walked out of the room.

Dean's POV

I stopped kissing Trish the moment I realized that she started to kiss back. I pulled away a little bit.
"You love me." I said and looked at her. Her eyes were black but then started to fade away to her normal eyes. I'm surprised that worked. I just took a risky chance. She hugged me tightly and I hugged her back.
"Since I've been created, I've never heard or seen someone that is a demon be back to a human by being kissed. Strange." Cas said.