{ p s y c h o // shawn mendes fanfic }

twelve

CAMERON
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i heard Charlotte's and Shawn's whole conversation. some of the things Charlotte said i didn't even know.

leaving was a mistake. if i never left, i wouldn't have to watch them kiss. it hurt so much but she looked so happy with him. her body language says it all.

the call ended a while ago. i went to go find Charlotte and ended up finding her and Shawn walk into the garden. one thing from their conversation sparked my wonder which was when Shawn said they were fake dating and Charlotte didn't deny that.

it was a relief to know she was actually single but also intriguing to know that they weren't a real thing. why would they pretend?

all these questions spiraled around my head as they kept at their make out session. i've had enough.

i walk back to the entrance and sit on a bench. i told Charlotte i would wait for her, and i intend to keep my word.

CHARLOTTE
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i pull away, breaking our kiss smiling. he's doing the same too. "i never want this day to end." Shawn states. "me too. but Cameron's waiting." i say and immediately, that smile fades of Shawn's face.

"way to ruin the moment Charlotte." he says sounding rather annoyed. what did i do? "why are you being sarcastic and sound annoyed? what did i do wrong?" i ask standing up.

he stands up with me, "while we're having a very special moment, you are still eager to go with Cameron." i start to chuckle. i realize what's happening. my chuckling made Shawn clench his fists.

"aww Shawn, you're jealous." i state with a grin as he releases his fist and his face gets red. "no i'm not." he simply says. i hold his hand as we slowly walk to the entrance.

"its okay. if you were talking about another girl, i'd probably get jealous too. i mentioned Cameron because i didn't want to have to make him wait to long." i giggle.

i like Shawn. a lot. but i still have feelings for Cameron. Shawn is so sweet and kind. Cameron, on the other hand, knows me all too well and despite age, i'm glad to have called him mine. i wish their was an easier way than to break someone's heart. i hate feeling guilty for someone's pain.

we reach Cameron where he is staring at the stars probably thinking. he thinks a lot. "hey Cameron. sorry we made you wait so long." i tell him. he doesn't move. "Cameron." i murmur only to find him expressionless, which scares the crap outta me.
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