The Other Girl (Julielmo Fan Fiction) Completed

The Other Girl (Julielmo Fan Fiction) 12

CHAPTER 12

“Ate Max? Nandyan ba sa inyo si Elmo?” Hindi na ako nakatiis at tinawagan ko na si Max to asked about Mosey. 3AM na pero wala parin siya.

“Wala siya dito Lo.. Have you tried to call him?”

“Yes.. Out of reached.. Tumawag na rin ako sa office nila pero wala na daw siya doon…”

“Baka naman may emergency meeting lang.. or may pinuntahan lang.” Pshhh… Sana man lang tumawag oh  nagtxt. He has a wife that worried to him.

“I don’t think so.. I know Elmo.. Sasabihin niya sa akin kung may pupuntahan siya.” Yeah.. kahit noon pa nung nagaaway kami tatawag yon kung may pupuntahan siya. Shit.. I’m freaking worried to him. Naputol ang paguusap namin nung may narinig akong busina sa labas. Thank God. I whispered to myself. I ended our call and headed outside. I didn’t bother kung sino yon. But to my surprised it’s Rocco’s car.

 “Rocco?” He look anxious. What’s the matter with him?

“Ah Lo.. Sorry hindi na ko nasagot yung tawag mo kanina. Pareho kasing lowbat cell naming ni Moe.” So magkasama pala sila. Good heavens si Rocco ang kasama niya.

“Where’s Mosey?”  He immediately went to passenger’s side and opened the car’s door. Tumambad sa akin ang lasing na lasing na Elmo.

“He’s drunk again?” I ask Rocco. He slowly nodded. Lately palagi syang umuuwi ng lasing. I was afraid to ask about his problems baka maungkat ang tungkol sa amin. I don’t want to ruin what we have right now. Binaba na ni Rocco si Elmo sa kotse. He’s wasted. Hindi mo na sya maitayo sa kalasingan.

“mmm..” Elmo. He kept on uttering. I help Rocco carry him upstairs to our bedroom.

“Rocco..” He faced me.

“May problema ba si Elmo? Wala bas yang nasabi sayo?” It took all my courage to ask him.  He was surprised to my question. Fear paint in his face then he composed himself. Is he hiding something?

“Wa..wala.. wala naman” I observe him intently hoping to get the true answer.

“Are you sure?.. May dapat ba akong malaman Rocs?” I asked him. I emphasized every word that came to my mouth.

“Wala.. You’re just over reacting Lo…. Baka stressed lang siya sa trabaho niya.” He explains. Sana nga yun lang ang dahilan. I didn’t voice it out cos I don’t want him to know na nagdududa ako sa kanya.

“Lo, I have to go.. kaw nang bahala sa kanya.” I nodded. Hinatid ko muna siya sa labas. After that I get a basin and towel then headed to our room. Elmo is snoring but he needed to changed clothes so I approached him. I tapped him on the shoulder.

“Hon… Hon.. Wake up you need to changed.” He slowly opens his eyes and I pulled him by his hand. I start to unbutton his polo. He looks me straight in the eyes. I stared at him for a moment.

“Bat ba ayaw mong maniwala sa akin..” Bigla nyang sabi. I don’t know what he meant. Alam kong lasing siya. So I didn’t respond. I continued to unbutton his polo when he took my hands and put it on his chest.

“Can’t you feel it?” he laughed bitterly. Ano bang problema nito. It’s my first time to see him wasted like this.

“Lasing ka lang.. ” I said it to him. But he held my face. Then put his forehead on mine. His eyes are shot. I didn’t say a word. I let him do what he wants.

“Ano bang pwede kong gawin? To prove to you that I’m sincere..” San ba patungo ang sinasabi niya. Right now.. I’m puzzled.

“I LOVE YOU..” Holy crap.. Those words I’m longing to hear. Narinig ko ngayon.. But he’s totally drank. I don’t fucking care.

“I love you too Elmo.” I attacked his lips. I don’t care if I was the one who initiated it. I want to taste his lips badly. I held his faced eager to feel his full lips on mine. He didn’t respond at first but I applied all my expertise in kissing. I want to please him by my kisses. His eyes still closed. I want him right now. God. I missed doing this. I land my lips to his lips and kissed his jaw upward to his ear. I know what to please him. I put a small bite on his ear make him groan loudly. Then I went to his nipple and lick and suck it. A moan escaped to his lips. His hands searching my body and he find the knot of my robe. He untied it and removes my robe instantly. I’m only wearing my bra and panty. Pinahiga ko siya sa kama and help him removes his polo. He is now half naked in front of me. I lick my lips to tease him. I settled myself between his legs and crashed myself in front of his manhood. His tool is responding and needed to be released. I’m also getting wet down to my core. I kissed his navel and he shuddered at the touched of my tongue. I travel my hands to his chest and slightly teasing his nipple. His eyes went up. My lips continue to search his body. I went again to his jaw.. Licking and biting every inch of it. He hugs my waist and searching something then without a second he unhooked my bra. He removed it fiercely and touched my bosoms.  He kneaded it. My nipples start to respond. Oh Jeez He truly an expert.  “Elmoooh…”  I moaned. But he continued it. I went to his ear

“Hon… I want you.. Now!!” Then he stopped. What the hell.. He pushed me away from him. I was hurt. What’s wrong with him.

“Shit. Shit…” He keeps on cursing. I just stare at him. I can’t believe it. Parang malaking kasalanan ang ginawa namin. Damn it. Magasawa naman kami.

“I’m sorry… We shouldn’t do this.” I was surprised to what he said.

“What?  Hon.. We are married. It’s okay if we do this.” His face is dark. I can’t read him right now.

“I know… but.. But I’m drunk.. It’s just that…” He paused for a moment searching for words to say.

“I can’t do it.. ” Shit.. Unbelievable..

“You keep on saying that..” yeah.. every time na malapit na kaming magsex bigla nya lang akong ituulak then say sorry. What the hell. May sakit ba ko at hindi pwede..

“Damn it Elmo.. I’m not a saint.. I do have needs. And you fuckingly aware of that.” He can’t look me straight in the eye.

“I’m not yet ready to do that.. Maybe.. maybe some other time.”Shit.. When was the last time we have sex? I can’t even remember it. I’m fuckingly horny and I need a released.

“When will that be? Shit Elmo..” Without a word he leaved me. Damn him. My eyes are now blurred. I know my tears want to escape. I’m terribly hurt… I’m fuckingly insulted. I want him.. I love him but he keep on hurting me.. Call me masochist but I’m not going to surrender. I stare the door where he leaves.. A loud sobs escape to my mouth.. I can’t control it and my shoulder wildly shaking because of my sobs. I cried all night hoping my tears to ease the pain I feel right now.

“DAMN!” What did I do a while ago? I feel ashamed for myself for not controlling my grip. After I left Lauren, I went straight to my library. I need a drink again. I fiercely drink my brandy on my hand. Fuck.. I feel disgusted. I don’t know what’s got in me. Kanina… I saw her… In front of me.. Siguro sa kalasangan ko nakita ko siya kay Lauren. Every single second I think of her. Shit.. I missed her.. She’s not again answering my calls and text. Kahit pumunta ako sa unit nya walang sumasagot. It’s been 4 days since I last saw her and damn I missed her so much. It hurts me not to see her every single day. I’m miserable not having her. Kaya ayun I drunk and got wasted to eased this fucking pain. And now.. muntik nang may mangyari sa amin. I feel like I betrayed her. Shit.. I cheated on her.. How can I do this to her.. Great Elmo.. Just great… I want to see her.. I want to eased this pain.. this guilt that I feel. I dialed her number hoping she answer it right now.. But nothing.. It’s just keep on ringing… I leaved her a voiced mail again.

“Hey.. Julie. Ahmmm.. I missed you so much. Please I’m begging you magpakita ka naman sa akin oh,, It’s killing me….. Hindi ko babawain lahat ng mga sinabi ko noon. I really love you.. Believe me Juls… Pleased.. Call me if you’re ready..I love you.. ” then I ended it.