“Ang aga mo ata umuwi ngayon?” I’m here at my unit together with my best friend Rocco. I had to leave the office earlier because of this fucking hang over.
“Sakit ng ulo ko eh…” I grimace while massaging my temple. My head is throbbing in pain.
“Eh..sino kasing gagong umubos nung alak...” Pshh.. yeah.. Inubos ko yun lahat. . I don’t know how many bottles I drink… I lost count…I have to drink.. I need it. I need to forget her..kahit ilang saglit lang. It’s been how many days since I saw her but it feels like decade… I missed her so much and it pains me not seeing her every single day. Damn it…
“Nagtanong pala si Lo kagabi..” He said it but he didn’t look at me. His gaze is in the window.
“What did she asked?” I ask him nervously. My heart starts to pound irregularly.
“Tinanong niya kung may problema ka..” Crap.. nakakahalata na ba si Lo… I just signal my head to let him continue.
“Moe.. Alam mo namang Lo and I are really good friends….. and.. I hate lying at her…” he pauses. Shit Elmo your busted.
“but… mas matimbang pa rin ang best friend ko..” I want to beat this man right now.
“Jeez.. You scared the hell out of me man.. You got me there.” I exclaimed and he burst in laughing. Then all of a sudden he stops. He shifts his head and looks me in the eyes and I sense that his dead serious.
“Pero…Naguguilty na ako pare…. Alam mo bang hinintay ka nya kagabi..” I know it’s also hard for his part. My reverie drags me to what happened last night. It’s like a movie flashed, the scene of me and Lauren kissing and the sight of Lauren sobbing uncontrollably. Shit… It just got my head ache worsen.
We supposed to have sex, but it didn’t happen again.. And every time we are about to do it, I always stop and that really pissed her off. I know it’s not fair for her part and that is part of my duty as her husband but I just can’t do it. It’s been ages since my last and I can’t even remember it. Though Lo and I are not good, I just can’t look to another girl not until Julie came…. As long as my body and my fucking hormones wanted it but my heart and my mind only seek for another girl. That’s Julie.
“Hey…you there bro?” he snapped me.
“Ah yeah..” I glimpse at my watch and its 5:30 pm already. I remembered our so called date and I’m not fucking sure if I wanted to do it. Tskk. Moe you owe her big time. Yeah..I just messed up last night so I think she deserves it. A simple dinner may do.
“May lakad ka?” He asks me.
“Yeah..May dinner kami ni Lo sa labas..” I flatly said.
“Woah… kaw ba yan?” Isa na lang Lord makakatikim na to.
“Psshhh.. Anything wrong with that.. It’s just a dinner Rocs.. babawi lang ako sa kanya..” He shook his head. A knock on my door break the silence between us. Who would that be?
“May bisita ka pang iba?” Rocco asks. I shook my head off. Eh saw ala naman talaga. If that’s Lauren she would have call me in the first place.
“Rocs kaw na…” I begged at him. I’m not in the mood to entertain visitors right now. Aalis din naman ako mamaya to fetch Lauren. I watched Rocco as he lazily arise on the couch. It’s been few minutes past and I hear some whisper coming from my door. What took him so long? I just bore myself on the television as I watched the soccer game. Then a footsteps came.. I can smell her strawberry scent. Shit.. That’s her scent.
“Moe..” I hear it softly and it’s her fucking voice. Is she here? I asked myself.. Impossible..Elmo you’re just hallucinating. I didn’t bother to look at my back because I don’t want to assume that it’s her.
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The Other Girl (Julielmo Fan Fiction) Completed
Fanfiction2 hearts meet in a wrong time. What if you fell in love in a wrong person? Would you still continue to love him even if you find out he's married and committed with someone else?
