Niyara pov
1 week later
*ring ring ring* i'm laying in bed watching a movie when all of a sudden i hear my phone ring so i look up to see it's Aniyah which confused the fuck out of me because we haven't talked since march it's august
but i picked up "hello" "hey how you been" i made a face "good uhh why you calling me" she sighed "i wanted to talk to you and apologize i wanted to do it in person though if that's alright"
i made a face because one it's been 6 months two Aniyah has never been the apology type but i ain't got shit to do i'll entertain it "uhhh i guess you can come over" i heard a breath in the mic like she was holding it in
"ok im at my moms house ill be there in like 5 minutes" "ight bet" *call ended*
it's later in the day and im still in my pajamas because i just got out the shower so i just went in my drawer and grabbed some pajama pants seeing as though i only had on a tank top and some panties
and after i did that i went downstairs and waited
*time jump*
i was sitting on the couch for like fifteen minutes just waiting until i got a i'm here text so i got up and went outside closing the door behind me "so wassup" she looked sad when she seen me but just opened her arms for a hug
which i backed away from "uhh yeah what are you doing" she sighed "i don't know i just missies you so much and i've been thinking about you the last couple months and i wanted to see if we could work this out because
im pregnant and you were one of the best people in my life and now that your not here anymore i realize i don't have many of people in my life like you" i nodded "congrats on the pregnancy but work what out Aniyah
us not being friends anymore was your choice not mine" she nodded and pointed to my porch swing so we could sit which i did i sat on the further side of where she sat "i didn't know how to react Niy you hurt me bad
i feel like you didn't fight for our friendship" i made a face "how so" i said honestly confused "Niy as much as you didn't see it you were boy crazy,you chose other people over me,and you let a guy come between us" i made a face
"Niyah i might not have seen what i did wrong to make our friendship end but you never really gave me valid reasons on why you were so mad when i honestly felt like i was moving like any other teenager
i talked to a few niggas now and then but so did you Aniyah you actually talked and fucked more niggas then me and i wouldn't choose people over you i tried taking you out with me and
involving you in my outside life outside of what we had going on but you would get so jealous and just mean you got shit faced drunk when i took you to parties,you hit my other friend,and
i didn't let the friendship end because of a nigga you thought with your whole heart and chest me and him were messing around when we weren't i always knew you had a crush on him so as your best friend i would have never done
you like that and you let your jealousy get in the way of having a friend and a person to love you and your baby like you deserve" she started to let tears stream down her face "i was wrong for saying all those things i just
never had a friend like you your pretty friendly and everybody loved you and with Jordan i was jealous he like you more than me especially when i did have a crush on him" i shook my head
"Jordan doesn't care about how pretty i am he loves me for how caring i am and my loving personality and Aniyah i understand you have been hurt by everybody
your mom,dad,your sister,and friends before me but i would have never hurt you the way you constantly hurt me i had no reason to as my best friend we were supposed to win together
night fight fuss and argue over Jordan they are way better niggas out there to fight about and frankly if you kept it 100 you could have had him or i could have put you on
i've never ever thought that i was better than you or though less of you and you put your insecurities on me and i didn't deserve that" she nodded now in full on tears
"i know and im sorry i just don't know how to be a good friend i was never really taught but ill try again i really feel like we can make this work" i shook my head "as much as i did love you and i still have love for you
i have Jordan and Angel now plus after everything we both went through with each other i think it's best we just stay cordial i don't have anything against you and this friendship was a really great learning curve
but a personality just dosent change within a few months and i'm on a healing journey and that requires being around people who love me and wanna make my life better so i stive have love for you but i really hope you can understand
and respect my decision" she nodded "yeah im sorry for coming i just.....im so sorry" i nodded "it's ok and like i said aint no bad blood we can hang sometimes or even go out as associates ima always have love for you"
