Niyara pov
"wait you just finna leave because we having a disagreement" Jordan grabbed my arm before i could make it to the front door and he continued our whisper argument
"this ain't no mufucking disagreement this a mufucking argument i don't know why you thought you could bring your light bright ass back down here and get your mom to trick me over here just for you to act like we cool knowing fuck well we
you know how i am as a person and you know what the fuck we got going on so the fact you think i'm finna sit up here and act like shit cool is crazy you went to college showed your ass
and tried fucking my friend what type of fucking immunity do you think you have shit i might as well grab a fucking rug roll that bitch down my back and let you walk all over me the rest of the way"
he sucked his teeth "bro we ain't together we just best friends who fuck sometimes and you ain't at my college did you expect me to be celibate and like i said when i texted you i didn't know it was that deep with you and ol girl because
i haven't seen yall talk since we graduated" i started to get madder that the first thing he said was that we weren't together like that fucking mattered i do way more than any girlfriend he has ever had at this point
"why would us being together matter at all at this point and yes i am your best friend that's a girl and a human with human fucking feelings so when you set a rule in place i listen i didn't do anything that could break any of your rules but you
loop whole and tip toe your way around mines though i don't give a fuck when the last time you see me with her she's still my fucking friend and no i would never ask you to not fuck because i know that's impossible for you
but i thought we agreed on both of us using protection if we did decide to fuck other people which if you have been needing plan b's and having pregnancy scares guess who hasn't been using protection putting my life
and your in danger for a quick nut buss" i huffed "everybody has accidents shit me and you never use condoms so sometimes it just slips my mind but if your claiming to have a nigga i know he ain't wrapping his shit up 24/7"
i scuffed "an accident happens once but it happened three times Jordan and the boyfriend shit is very recent and the only person i have been fucking is you and i'm on birth control remember the only way i could get pregnant is if
i took this bitch out" so after Jordan went to college i was thinking about getting on birth control because he didn't come down to much but when he did let's just say we could be in a commercial for plan b
so 2 months ago i got on birth control just so me and him would be cool "ain't no way you ain't fucking someone you call your nigga" "i'm not me and Jason are moving slow do to some shit that's not your business
so we ain't fucking and that's fine with me unlike some people i can go without sex for a long time" he huffed "so what you wanna stop fucking or something because i'm gonna fuck up and make mistakes now i feel like i can't come to you as my best friend
i was worried and your throwing shit back in my face like it was a game or something" i look at him fucking crazy "bro what ain't nobody throwing shit in your face and yes you are gonna fuck up you have been for a long time but you know what you did before you
come down and lay in my or your fucking bed you knew you fucked them girls and came and laid with me i could have caught something or even worse it like you didn't take into account my feelings in the whole thing it's like as long as you got a wet dick
everything was cool but it's not i was hurt then and annoyed now you don't validate my feeling and you don't care so i don't either and next time you wanna sneak in the city turn your fucking lo off good ball"
i said snatching away and making my way out the front door and i said that because one of the girls he had sex with lived down here in our city and he didn't think i knew because he turned his lo off after
he got to her house and i know who it was it was one of his ex's from a long time ago he calls her his forever ex you know a bitch in a niggas life that will never go anywhere well that's her
he already knoew i would know what happened that's why he turned it off in the first place but i didn't question it because i was going through something around the time it happened so i didn't care i just needed him with me and by my side
i wanted my person
