Niyara pov
which was very unusual because she has literally been in the same house as us me and Jordan being close to each other or laying in bed together is not anything out of the ordinary
and about the time she called we were both back fully clothed but the comment in question is when she said it was weird we were laid up when i had a man to tend to of my own in which i thought was a shot
because yes i do talk to my ex i never really hid it and me and him talk frequently we are good but we don't have sex and we are trying to work on a relationship but that's not my man so when she said that
i told her that i would mind my business about shit she didn't know about that's why she got her ass beat so much in school by meddling in other peoples business and i could tell
Jordan got annoyed but if she's mad at someone be mad at him i don't bother anyone and i mind my business and if your fucking with this boy or you want him talk to him alone or set a boundary
i had ever right to be where i was i was invited over and he asked me to stay "im not mad at you for how you feel im mad that you think im in the same category as these bitches or that you felt like instead of communicating
the thing i have been teaching you to do for months you thought being a bitch and mean to me would fix whatever problems you think we have" he sucked his teeth "Don't make me feel crazy i know you Niyara"
i made a face "what the fuck are you talking about your about to piss me the fuck off" he pointed to me "that shit right fucking there you use to be so nice and down to earth now your yelling at me,cussing at me,and lashing out
you never used to do that shit and the whole Jada situation i'm not saying that you shouldn't have defended yourself but you would have never done it that way telling her to mind her business is one thing but
threading to whoop her ass you know i still gotta deal with that bitch after you leave right do you know how annoying that is" i looked at him dumb "i'm short with you because you make me that way now you have put me in uncomfortable
and confusing situations for the last couple months now and im not for the bullshit anymore Jay we wanted to fuck each other and i thought it but you initiated it and yes i could have said no but let's be honest
it was a laps in weakness and you then looked me in my eyes and told me that was a one time thing and we will never do it again just for you to get your ass beat by a bitch who didn't even know the half of what you were doing to her
and ask me to stay and we fucked again so i'm sorry that when you start acting weird im not as understanding anymore i feel used or when a bitch that the only characteristics you can quote is good pussy
gets to popping that shit at me thinking she knows my business because her favorite nigga wants me in his bed i get a little defensive but aye you did teach me to defend myself right"
he rolled his eyes "im not using you and you know im not don't say no shit like that and you make me feel safe and we have already been through and over this i don't know how to express myself
so when we fuck it's just that fucking sex don't think to much into it and she probably meant nothing by her comment bitches have said worst to you for being around me i just dont know why her comments stung so bad"
i rolled my eyes trying to snatch my arm away from him but he had a tight grip on it "nigga stop fucking pulling away from me" i started to get angry "bro only 3 mufuckas in this world know about my relationship
and that's you,Angel,and Snookie i have mentioned him probably twice to her when we were cool but that's it but only as my ex nobody knows me and Jason are back talking so you can color me fucking surprise when
she mentioned him and i didn't wanna believe that you told her but like who else would because Angel is home school and don't know the girl and Snookie is grown what does she look like finding a random 18 year old and gossiping
so i was mad for multiple reasons at her at you at everything this whole situation is fucking dumb your fucking dumb" he sucked his teeth "bro if you would have asked me about that i would have told you what was up" i made a face "told me what"
he huffed "you know me and her back doing what we doing and she was getting jealous that i was always around you and not her so she asked if you liked me and i said nah but she started pressing me and asking how did I know
and i told her you was working it out with your ex i didn't think that would be such a big fucking deal to you" i started to get madder and madder as he kept talking if i didn't love him i would have head butted him
"don't tell no bitches about me or my fucking situation if they mad i'm around you let them be fucking mad if you want me to be here that girl has known me for a minute and now that we ain't in school and she can't keep a eye on me
she's all of a sudden jealous get the fuck out of here but i'm done explaining myself if i'm being delusional to you or acting like them bitches so be it i'm done talking to you"
