Niyara pov
"good morning bestie i hope you slept well so we could tackle this head" i chuckled "yeah about that i got into disagreement with Amiyah last night and she does not agree with us being best friends and wants us to have a strictly school relationship after today"
he made a face "uhhh why" i shrugged "to be honest she just said because it's weird and when i asked her how she said because it just is so just for her and her comfort we are just friends and can no longer hand out outside of school"
he made a face again "uhhh no i can be friends with whoever i want and it's my life if i want you to be my best friend and you wanna do the same we can do that especially if she can not list off the reasons our friendship makes her uncomfortable
we have two different types we don't like each other we both are single and have nothing to do and no responsibilities after practice we live close like i could just keep going like us being best friends cool a lot of people especially girls take that title shit to the chin
but us only being school friends and not hanging out is crazy especially when i have asked her time and time again to hang out and she has shot me down for her boyfriend and im not faulting her for being in love she just can't be mad at me that im
finding someone who can do what she hasn't done for years now" i shrugged "i understand completely where your coming from but i would much rather not argue with her i go through enough as it is i dont need to add endless arguments to that list so
your a really sweet person and i would like you to be my friend but i guess for now we have to just do it from school and look on the bright side we have 2nd period together"
he just shook his head
*time jump*
"so what's the craziest thing you did to an ex and i mean anything because girls take shit go far sometimes" i chuckle "girls don't take shit to far niggas provoke girls until their at the braking point making them do outlandish thing but
i think the craziest thing i did was break my ex's finger" he looked at me taken back and said "bro how you ain't that big so ima assume you ain't got that much muscle to break a nigga fingers" i started laughing
"nah i didn't break his shit with my bare hands i through a frying pan at him specifically a cast iron skillet because he was my first love and we were together for a long ass while but he kept cheating lying and fucking other bitches and i got tried
so when he came over my grannies house where i was living at the time to talk he brung his friend who piped his head up to where he was being nonchalant disrespecting me and even treated to put his hands on me
i was hurt annoyed and a tiny bit scared because it was only us in the house so told him to leave 3 times and he refused so i went into the kitchen and asking him one more time as his shit talking and threats continue
but he wouldn't leave so as he was walking towards me i picked up the pan a hurled it in his direction at his face to be specific making him block the pan with his hand breaking his fingering and giving himself a black eye and busting his lip"
he chuckled "damn remind me to never piss you off in a kitchen" i shook my head "nah i wouldn't do that now we were just together for hella long and when you finally see the real them it hurt but when they start to treat you like the real them it hurts ten times worse
so i was just angry and tired of being treated like he didn't care about me and i broke loosing everything and everybody in the process it took me two years to become me again and i'll never let anyone get me to that point ever again"
he nodded "what do you mean you lost everything" i huffed "i lost myself me and my best friend stopped talking i didn't trust anybody i was always fighting i was angry i was just a mess so when i found this good middle ground and i found Aniyah
i just been like this ever since" he nodded "so is that why you don't stick up for her" i made a face "uhh what do you mean" "exactly what i said i noticed your not confrontational with anybody but especially with Aniyah she can say something out of pocket and you just say you don't wanna argue
the way she talks to you even the way she treats you you don't say anything back to her and i understand not wanting to cause problems with your best friend but why don't you defend your character at least"
i shrugged "it's complicated i know who i am and i know who i was i know what i can say to hurt people and we can go back and forth for years but at the end of the day i would rather bite my tongue for a few petty blows
and have somebody have my back then to equally as petty and be alone and i have been alone before and that shit is not fun so yeah our friendship might not be perfect but i'll take her friendship
that comes with a little bumps then to be alone again i know it might sound selfish but aye i think i at least deserve that little bit of selfishness after everything i went through from then and now"
