Niyara pov
"so what did you and Anna talk about all day" so it's later in the day and i'm in my pajamas laying in Jordan's bed because he asked me to spend the night while he finished getting his last couple of things together
"you" i said scrolling on my phone nonchalantly making him huff "what i did now" he said sitting at the bottom of the bed near my feet making me pause my video and look down at him "fuck are you talking about"
"i'm talking about your attitude as soon as you seen me or the one worded answer for majority of the day or now you won't even put your phone down to talk what's wrong what did i do now" i huffed
"it's not like you give a fuck so why keep waisting my words on someone who ain't gonna listen to them so just finish up what your doing so we can go to bed" he sucked his teeth and said "i wouldn't have asked if i didn't care and you know that now what's wrong"
i huffed "this is the third uncomfortable situation you've put me in and i'm getting real tired of expressing my boundaries to you" he huffed "you talking about being around anna well your my best friend your gonna have to be around bitches i talk to despite what we do"
i nodded "being around her is not why im upset you have these girls over or around me which i have gotten use but im not a tv or entertainment for your bitches every time you have another girl
around me i'm playing doctor phill and it gets on my nerves bad when i don't even know how i feel about you myself right now" "what do you mean you don't know how you feel about me right now"
i rolled my eyes "are you serious right now" he looked at me crazy "dead ass serious" i huffed "bro the last time i seen you we literally almost fist fought just for you to invite me here today and put me through the same shit we have been arguing about
and shit if i didn't love you so much i wouldn't fucking be here right now" he huffed "you don't live me nobody do i'm just a fuck up right matter of a fact this was a mistake it's late so i'm not gonna ask you to go home or nothing so i'll just take the couch"
i started to get frustrated because any other nigga i would know immediately this is him trying to gaslight me but with Jordan i know he's serious "no fuck no you don't get to do that to me we are gonna talk and be ok before you leave
and you know damn well i love you so fucking much otherwise i would have walked away a long time ago you can't just brush me off when im telling you im feeling a way or just assume i will be ok
when i clearly told you im not like i dont know if you see the irony in what im doing for you im making sure your good mentally emotionally and now physically i feel like a should have a title bigger than bestie
but i know we don't wanna be with each other so im basically a rock in a fucking hard place" he sighed "it's not me assuming Nini if you tell me your good i have no other choice then to believe you
until you tell me otherwise and i know what the situation looks like but what are we gonna do about it we can sit up here and lie and say we are never gonna have sex again but we both know that's a lie and you have always
been my person mentally and emotionally i feel safe around you so what do we do" i huffed and thought for a second "rules unbreakable rules we always have to follow no matter what"
he nodded "ight bet rules like what you go first" i huffed "i know things will never be normal i came to terms with that the last time we had sex so my first rule is no treating me like a party favor im nini not jordan's newest party trick
if you start fucking with other girls or end up with a girlfriend on the way to college i will meet them and be cordial but im not their friend"
he nodded "fair enough my rule is no acting werid around your nigga we are best friends have been for almost a year now and if that nigga can't get past it oh well" i sighed because i kinda lied about not speaking to jordan since the incident
because one day when i was with jason my phone was hooked up to the bluetooth in his car and it was on the dashboard holder so we could change the music freely but i was texting Jordan because he kinda apologized
or was trying to at least that day but then when me and Jason had the car parked outside my house just talking he texted me asking for head which surprised me and also got me in trouble because jason seen it the same time i did
which made us have a big ass argument and basically i gaslit him into thinking me and him almost had a incident and that's just how we play i had to show him our message and everything
luckily we facetime instead of texting so our messages looked pretty normal besides that one but that was like right after we had our argument a week later we were together again and we
wanted wawa so we went and we ran into Jordan and his friend marcus and Jordan was acting how we normally do
but i was acting distant out of respect of Jason but i'll admit i was wrong and pulled jordan to
the side immediately explaining
