Niyara pov
3 months later
"why do you feel like you always need to outshine me it's hella annoying Nini" i huffed its currently 10am and someone has pissed off Aniyah and some how it's my fault
"i dress like this everyday what are you talking about" so let me let yall in on something your girl is a bbw im 5'2 with long curly hair that's worn in protective style a lot because i don't know how to do my natural hair
and my build is pretty ok for a big girl i have small boobs and waist but i have a pudgy stomach chunky arms and a big butt and thighs a very similar build to my mom when she was younger
"no you don't wear lashes everyday and your tights are see through i can see you have on a thong and why are you wearing a thong to school anyways" i rolled my eyes because my tights aren't see through the are just the same color as my skin so
im not gonna lie you look to fast i might look naked but i was wearing a brown hoodie with tan tights and black crocs to match the words on my hoodie something chill like i never over do my outfit for school
because i barely wanna be here anyway why put on a show and for who exactly would i be putting the show on for "my tights aren't see through there are just brown and guess who else is brown me im brown so i get they look a little alarming if you don't look fast enough but im very much clothes and
the only reason you know i have a thing on is because you were in my house because i've looked in the mirror multiple times and you can't see it unless i lift my hoodie and why on gods green earth would i do that"
"because you want attention per usual it's just how you are" i huffed not even wanting to continue this conversation anymore "what makes you say that"
"you always want attention and i've been telling you about that for years and most recently was the worst when Devon and them was doing that dumb tik tok challenge saying there ain't two pretty friends in a group and then they call ugly and you laughed"
i thought about what she was talking about then i remembered it was like last month a football player that she has crush on went around with people from his team and basically embarrassed her in front of a hallway full of kids in which i cussed them out for
basically calling her ugly in front of everyone is crazy but she got mad at me because i guess they thought i was more attractive but that's the whole point of the challenge to say who the better looking friend was
and by know means do i think i look better than anyone me personally i thought the challenge was dumb and mean hence why i got mad "i laughed at you because you being mad at me for no reason you went to our friends and made it a whole thing of who looks better
when i tried defending just for them to not give you the answers you wanted you tried to embarrass me because your feelings were hurt and that shit was never cool"
she rolled her eyes "because i'm tired of people thinking your the more attractive friend because let's be honest baby your a hoe like really come to school like me with no makeup,a regular outfit,just nothing no nails nothing and see if people
still find you attractive it's the gimmicks niggas don't like you for you and you know that" i huffed "ok whatever you say i'm not finna argue with you anymore this is a very old argument we've been having since last year and im done having it"
she scuffed "it's not an argument im tired of people thinking one thing about me and another about you and you don't even defend me i just want you to show everyone the real you and see how they really look at you i'm tired of being bullied because
i don't wear lashes everyday,long ass nails,and contacts you don't show niggas the really you and it burns me to the core" i made a face because my eyes are light brown and sometimes can turn hazel but i wear medicated
contacts to see for my vision because im blind as a fucking bay on halloween "girl now your dragging it you know damn well i don't wear color contacts i told you i tried that one time and looked crazy and i did that in middle school when i was 12
girl im 18 now and my nails and my hair all they do is enhance my appearance and i like the way they look but if you trying to call a bitch ugly or something just say that shit why you beating around this imaginary bush i'm right here"
she huffed "im not calling you ugly" i looked at her dumb "if your not trying to call me ugly then what are you trying to say because i know damn well we ain't have this argument for shits and giggles"
she scuffed "i'm not calling you ugly i'm just saying do you really think you look better than you know me like not on no mean or cocky shit like be for real for a second " i was taken back "well i wouldn't know who looks better because i don't care about shit like that
like it sounds like a competition as friends we just supposed to think we both look like bad bitchs and if other people don't fucking agree we tell them suck our dick but for you to say something so fuck crazy and insensitive do you think it's a competition"
she huffed "no i just think you should come to school like me i n a regular fit and natural hair to see if people really like you for you or what you put on that's all i wanna know and if they do i'll rest my case" i nodded kinda fucking angry
"you know what ight bet that"
