Niyara pov
"nini my mom just got up she said she's gonna be waiting for you in the kitchen" i woke up slowly and just looked at Jordan before getting up and putting my clothes on so i could go to the bathroom and freshen up
so once i got dressed i walked straight out and into the bathroom but he followed me "bro you said you wanted me to apologize and i did i am sorry so why are you still mad" i huffed and started brushing my teeth
but he just stood there and watched me until i was finished i guess genuinely wanting an answer "look i understand your sorry and to be honest i know you are but how long will it be before you fuck up again
you did it after we fucked now that we have rules and you act like i don't exist when your in college so when you go back tomorrow night are you gonna act the same or are you really gonna be sorry and change"
he huffed "i don't know what the future holds but i want you to know that im young and a nigga so i'm going to fuck up it's inevitable all i can do is try my best to make you as comfortable as possible
that's what i have been doing for the last couple months and it has been working has it not" i nodded because it has i knew he was still gonna fuck other women and that was never my problem the raw part was and he's not a big kisser
when it comes to bitches he's just fucking so no problems there and my feeling are very much valid to him and he does make sure i'm cool but those fuck ups be a little to serious sometimes
"you do i'm not gonna sit here and lie saying you don't but what about when you fuck up again how many time do i have to forgive you Jordan because im counting five times already"
he shrugged "i don't plan to fuck up the goal is never to hurt you but at least i'm letting you know i ain't perfect and ima try my best to do good but i ain't promising nothing because im in college
Nini most mufucka come out with kids im just running my movie" i huffed kinda over the conversation and just said "i think we should really get downstairs
*time jump*
"girl why you looking like that" i looked down at my phone that had my best friend on it she called me after i got out the shower and we talked for a little until i got quiet again because
i'm still at Jordan's house "im cool bro" she shook her head "no you ain't i know you know what is it" i huffed "he's in the bathroom i'll talk to you about it later" she nodded "is there anything you can tell me right now to get it off your chest"
i huffed but i heard the shower turn on so i sat up and propped the phone up "so don't you know how ive been telling you me and Jordan have been going through it really bad well we finally talked about it well argued
and i don't know i just feel not ok i feel like im walking into a situation where in all the odds i never win ever since we started doing shit all i get it hurt and lied to and it never used to be that way
but i love him and his family so it's hard for me to just up and walk away because let it have been any other nigga i would have been left by now" my best friend sighed
"the situation is fresh and y'all don't have everything understood yet so i say give him some grace he ain't like the niggas you dated in the past your also not dating so you gotta ease up
i know you Nini you get jealous you get distant you get snappy and all he probably did was fuck a few random bitches" i huffed "he broke a rule" she nodded "and so did you now y'all are even let it go for right now Nini"
i huffed yes i did break a tiny rule but it's not that deep and not like he will find out hopefully "that doesn't count to his many rule break i have a right to be mad" she laughed "and he does to you started to fuck with his best friend"
i huffed "but i stopped Marcus was just a week long thing that wasn't gonna get anywhere now shush before he comes back" she laughed "girl im just saying be realistic with your situation or
your never gonna be happy with it you love him and love doing what your doing so ease up" i nodded "whatever Angel i will now i'll talk to you later i hear the shower turning off" she chuckled "i love you too girl remember what i said" i nodded
i won't bye love you" as soon as i hung up the phone he was opening the door and said "who was that" i hope off the bed coming towards him "Oh that was just Angel checking in on me for my mom we ain't talk since i left last night"
he nodded "what was talking about" i shook my head nothing major just a couple things" i said moving closer and closer until we were chest to chest "what you want" i smiled and dropped to my knees and removed his towel
"i wanna suck it please" he bit his lip and said "i don't know what she said to you but you need to talk to Angel more often" he said as he reached over and locked his room door
making me laughed and put the tip of his now hard dick in my mouth
