Kabanata 13
Inuna
I'm still stunned. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ganoon ang mangyayari sa pagkikita namin ni Radson. Hindi ko na rin alam kung ano nang nangyari kasi sinundan ng mga guard si Aressia nung lumabas ito. Nag-away kaya ang dalawa sa daan? Sinagot kaya ni Radson si Aressia?
First time ko rin marinig si Radson na ganoon magalit at magsalita. Masakit nga iyon para sa babae pero masakit rin naman ang sinabi ni Aressia sa kaibigan ko. Bagong salta lang dito si Radson at ganoon agad ang bumungad sa kanya. I feel ashamed for it. Sana pala hindi nalang muna kami nagkita? May kasalanan rin naman ako.
"Love." tawag ni Areson.
Naka-video call kami ngayon. Pangalawang araw ni Areson sa Europe. Mas lalo tuloy akong nalungkot.
"You look sad. You miss me?" marahan ang kanyang boses.
Ngumuso ako at tumango. Honestly, I miss him. Bago siya umalis, nakailang rounds kami sa kama. It was a magical night for me since he'll be gone for days. Kaya lahat ng alam kong gawin ay ginawa ko sa kanya. Ngayon pareho kaming malayo sa isa't-isa.
"Bago ako umalis, pinuno kita kaya for sure ramdam mo pa rin yon." he said mischievously.
Umirap ako.
"What? It's true! We did so many times that night. You didn't let me sleep. Adik na?" he joke.
"Stop that, Areson! I'm just sad and lonely here." malungkot kong sabi.
Ngumuso siya na animo'y pinipigilan ang sarili na ngumiti. I'm just wearing my night dress. His favorite lingerie and silky robe.
"You're wearing my favorite. You're teasing me?" he turned the topic now.
Mas lalo kong pinakita ang dibdib at balat sa kanya. I know he likes it so much. I know he's been drooling my body. And I know he will masturbate now to release his pleasure.
"Are you tease?" I said slutly.
Ramdam na ramdam ko ang malalim niyang buntonghininga. Ibig sabihin nyan ay nag-iinit na siya sa akin.
Ganyan nga, Areson, mabaliw ka pa lalo sa akin.
"I am, actually. My man is really hard now. Stop that, love." he warn.
Ngumisi ako. Tinakpan ko ang sarili gamit ang kumot at muling ngumiti sa kanya.
"I miss you so much. Uwi ka na, please?" I beg.
He sighed heavily. I know he's just doing his job but I cannot help myself but to miss him. Dalawang araw palang ito at ganito na ang epekto sa akin. Paano pa kaya kung tumagal ng husto ang pagkakalayo namin? Baka hindi ko kayanin.
"I miss you more. If I can just walk away here and to be with you all the day, I would do it. I'm doing this for our future. You know that I need to earn more so I can provide everything that you need. Our future children needs." he said realistically.
I'm blind to accept his reason for our future because I didn't believe it would happen soon. A man like him, he should be settle with a woman who has substance and class.
I hate downgrading myself but I can't help it. Totoo naman. Celeste Lagdameo is a better woman. She's rich. Has substance and class. She's prim and proper. She's everything that a man needs. Kaya hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili na ikumpara kasi iyon naman ang totoo.
Reality sucks. Reality hurts.
"This is not for me, this is for us. The moment I have love you, I realized a lot of things. I wasn't like this before, Amaltheia. I'm a playboy. But you see now, I'm doing this because I see my future with you." he said romanticly.

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