Lets Break Each Others Heart -Major Editing-

Lets Break Each Others Heart-Chapter Two

Previously:“It’s for the best” Jeydon whispered not daring to stare at me. For the best? Did he know exactly what the best for me was? “Fuck you Jeydon! I hate you! I fucking hate you!” I screamed. He stares at me as if he wasn’t expecting this to me so hard. I shook my head. “No, I’m going to hate you every fucking day of my life” “Nice to meet you Bella!” He shouted.“You too..” I waited for him to give me his name.“My name is Jeydon” He smiles.Quickly my smile fades away. “Jeydon?” I choke out.

I didn’t know what to do, I felt shocked and paralyzed. I brought my hand up to my chest and I pressed it down.  It was beginning to get hard to breathe. Oh god, I was going to die from a heart attack! I shook my head. This couldn’t be happening! That couldn’t be him.

  Jeydon ran up to me and looked at me. I stared straight into his eyes and I knew those eyes. I had stared at them so many times a long time ago. It was those dark eyes that had made me fall in love with him. I brought my hand towards his face and I caressed his cheek softly. Jeydon stared at me confusedly as my thumb ran across his bottom lip.  I look away trying to hold back the tears. It was him.

 “It can’t be you,” I whispered.

 “Huh?” he said, confused. 

“Nothing. I have to go,” I stuttered.

   “Are you okay?” he asked, grabbing on to my shoulders. I pushed him out of my way and I began to run as fast as I could.

 Everything began pouring in my head as dead memories began to become alive. Stop it! Stop it! I screamed in my head. He doesn’t matter anymore! His so dead gone for you, remember? I kept telling myself.  I stumbled and fell to the floor, and sobs began escaping my mouth. Out of one in a million there was a chance I was going to bump into him, but why now? Why me again?

  “Hey Bella what’s wrong?” he said, trying to catch his breath. He didn’t recognize me, but why? I stared at the floor and my blonde hair fell to my face.  The last time he saw me I had dark black hair and now I was blonde.  Jeydon tried to touch me, but I pushed his hand away.

“Don’t touch me.”  He stepped back.

 “Sorry, are you okay?”   “Leave me alone okay, just go!” I shouted.   He was dumbfounded. One minute I was acting nice to him and the next I was crying. I didn’t want him near me, not right now at least.

 “Was it something I said?”  I stared at him but quickly looked away. I couldn’t even see him anymore without feeling that anger in the pit of my stomach.  I quickly stood up. “No, I have to go,” I whispered.

 I turned around and I began to walk away. My hands began to shake terribly and my legs wobbled.   The night I left him in the pouring rain began to fill my head. The pain that I felt that night began to burn alive again. I felt as I was doing the same thing I did that night; I was walking away from the person I hated the most.

  “Bella! I hope you’re okay!” I heard him scream. I didn’t stop nor turn around.  I just kept walking. I shut the door and immediately I fell to the floor and began to cry. This was bullshit. Why did this have to happen again to me? What the hell did I ever do to deserve this!