Niyara pov
"yeah we can talk after i get home im out right now" so it's been a few hours since me and Jordan fucked we got in the shower and ate some food then we decided on taking a nap that lead to sleep basically
because it's now 2am but i felt the strong urge to pee so i had just woke up to hear him on the phone "nah i ain't with no bitch mama i'm just with the guys that's all i stepped into my mans room to talk to you" my heart sank we just had a talk about why he was so distant
lately and he told me it was because of his mom not because he had a bitch which made me kinda upset so i just got up and walked out my room to use the bathroom but he quickly finished up his conversation and ran in the bathroom behind me
"say something" i stared blankly into space as i used the bathroom not saying a word i wiped washed my hands and walked right past him making my way to my bed and he followed me back in my bed
which i didn't even care about at this point like i give him space to be honest but it's like he would rather lie and get cussed out then to tell me the true and i think im starting to get to know the new him now
"why ain't you talking i know you heard that" my eyes started to water and my face got hot i was so angry "to be completely honest i ain't got shit to say to you right now you came to my house we had sex and you lied again
it's starting to become our new thing but to be honest i don't even care whoever she is i hope you are happy and thriving because i know after today i will be so you can stay and we can continue chilling or if you wanna leave to call her it's all good i understand"
he shook his head "it ain't all good your crying" i scuffed "like you even give a fuck just go to bed"
*time jump*
"she's my girlfriend" it's the next morning and my mom and sister still aren't back they both decided to spend the night at there mans house so i was home alone or home with jordan and he's still
here i haven't said to much since last night and we are watching tv when he just blurted that dumb shit out like i was dumb "clearly" he huffed and grabbed the remote before turning off the tv "you never said i couldn't be in a relationship"
i nodded my head "i did not say that now can i have the remote back i kinda wanted to watch that if you don't mind" he put the remote behind him where i couldn't reach and said "then why you acting like that"
i made a face "acting like what im chilling" he huffed "no you ain't you ain't said nothing since last night and you randomly jumped on me and rode me for 30 minutes after the whole situation but you ain't been talking"
i shrugged "im probably just drained from last night we did go for hours it's been a minute since we did that" he nodded "yeah i guess so you not made about Hannah" i shook my head
"actually no you can date and talk to whoever you want i didn't say that we couldn't be in relationships with people" he huffed "good then why you acting like you mad at me" i chuckle "jordan im not mad baby
im just tired you came we argued and fucked that's been our routine since july then you started going ghost,lying,and just not acting like the nigga i know you ain't been acting like my best friend
and i'm just over it you ain't never have to lie to me and i hate that i make you feel like you do but it's all good we can still be cool but eventually our relationship is gonna die out and i'm not really hurt by that idea anymore"
"that ain't fair i'm trying" i chuckle "trying is a funny word because when you try you keep doing something so you can figure out how to do something or to get better at something
and you have done none of that at least not for me but we both know i was never the yelling type or or the type to get pushed over by anyone and it's clear i lost myself because i love you so much
at one point i respect you so much you made me love myself again and i was so glad i was your person i loved being there for you but now i feel like a doormat for you to walk all over so im sorry
im in not quite enthusiastic about your new found relationship i have some tied up emotions" he nodded "i get you and i've been meaning to talk to you and i think maybe we should go on a break"
i looked at him crazy "a break" he nodded "we both been stressed all we do is bud head and we just haven't been happy with each other as friends so i think space will do us some justice don't you think"
my eyes started to water again and i let a tear drop by accident "yeah a break that's fine" she looked sad and tried to grab my hand but i snatched my hand away
"you know what im hella tired but you can stay down here go home i don't care your bag is already down here along with everything else so feel free to leave whenever you want i won't make you anymore unhappy then what i already have"
i said as i got up and started making my way up to my bed room
