She's GONE - A Fifty Shades Fanfiction

~Chapter 6 - Ana~

How did this conversation get way off course? It was going so well, something definitely happened when they shook hands. They were attracted to each other. They need to connect again. I need to get this back on course somehow, but how will I do that?

Sarah was sensitive to me being near her. How would she react if I...No, that was too selfish of me. I can't be selfish a time like this, but it is tempting. It has to be done. The decision has been mad. It would give me more time and allow me to help her, but will it help her. Will she be able to accept what I am about to do?

I glanced at both Sarah and Christian; please forgive me for deceiving you. It was the only way. Tentatively, I took a step forward, looking at both of them. Christian was so preoccupied that he didn't sense me near him, neither did she. I was so close to each of them.

I stood there momentarily, watching Sarah as she watched Christian. There was a slight hesitation from Sarah; her whole body froze though Christian had not noticed it. It was now or never. I stepped into her body as if it were my own.

Sarah, please let me do this for you.

What the hell?

I know this is strange, but I'm only helping you.

Sarah fought me for control.

My name is Ana. I was Christian's wife.

You're not taking me over for some screwed up fantasy to get back with him again.

What? That took me by surprise. She thought that I was looking for something kinky? We were never THAT kinky.

Sarah, you misunderstand. I mean you no harm. I'm not looking to steal your body for kinky sex. Believe me, that's the last thing on my mind. I was only looking to borrow it for just a moment, ONLY A MOMENT, to help you two connect. You both are obviously attracted to one another, and judging by the way Christian is looking at you now...

Christian was watching us...Sarah with concern. He was obvious now that he cared about her.

He is beginning to care for you. Look at him...

We watched him, studying him.

You two were losing sight talking about your book, a good as it is, Christian...

Wait that was you? You liked my book?

Yes. We're getting off track here. Christian will make sure that GP looks it over. I promise. Right now, you and Christian have to happen.

Why?

What is with all the questions? We don't have much time. I feel her body starting to quiver; it will reject me soon.

We haven't much time. Your body is rejecting me. My child and I were killed and it has left Christian lost and lonely and going down a dark path with...I can't stand to see him like that. He's come to life in such a short time because of you. I couldn't move on unless I was sure he was happy and in love again.

No need to go into everything just yet. Sarah might run for the hills if she knew everything I knew. All in good time.

Why me?

I could see that Sarah was relaxing a bit, but she was still frightened, though with her body relaxing, it gave me a bit more time, not much.

Because you are most like me or rather like the way I was, but there is so much more to you that he likes about you.

I felt as though I was getting to her. Through Sarah, I glanced at Christian, and he was sight standing there worried.

"Sarah..." Christian said softly. "Penny for your thoughts."