Late

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It's getting late
1:02 am to be exact
And here I am pondering about life
Is that not a thing a girl should be doing at 1am?
Maybe not, but I am no ordinary girl
I am wondering what I did to make people smile today and in the future
I am wondering about what mistakes I made today and will make tomorrow
I am wondering why I made a choice today out of fear
And how I have spent some of my day dwelling on the bad
When nothing bad ever really happens
But I guess that's normal
I am sad because horse camp is over
That I will not have a source of release from reality
But also because it was fun
I am wondering what I could've done differently today and how it would've effected the outcome of mine and other people's day
The time is now 1:08am
When I have nothing to do, I tend to think
Bedtime is a good time for that
So are those times when you seem to drift off from reality
And become absorbed in your own little world of thought
It's actually quite nice
Your inner being
The clock is ticking away
Now it is 1:11am
Make a wish!
I cannot tell you mine
For it is a secret that may never be revealed
I could write forever about what I think about now,
But I should go before it's too late
1:13am

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