When It's Too Late

18

Days Skip...

Day 07

Alyssa Rae's POV.....

After days, I already got back home. I really missed Russell, he cannot fetch us since he's still stucked with his meeting. I'll be surprising him that we're already back. Since that night, Russell was so extra sweet, loving and caring. He visited us one day and just came back immediately because he was needed for a meeting that cannot be rescheduled. And I really appreciate it.

“Are you sure you don't want me to go with you?” Lucky asked, leaning against the door frame.
“No, it's fine. I'm sure Russell will drive me home later.” she rolled her eyes playfully and pouts.
“I will be in love soon! You will see, he's more handsome than Russell.” I shrug at her comment.
“You sure its a boyfriend? Not girlfriend?” I teased her and she blushed.
“Got you!” I drove away and heard her screaming at me.

Mom is currently handling her annulment with Dad. Which is taking so long because Dad refuses to sign the papers, which is odd because he already have a mistress whom he 'love' so much.

I parked in the nearest vacant parking spot and got inside the building. I was immediately greeted by Russell's secretary.

“Good afternoon Ms. Alyssa, are you here to see my boss?” she smiled sweetly.
“Hi, good afternoon. Yes, is he still busy?”
“No Ms. Ally, in fact he told me that he will have a visitor and ordered me to get a coffee and milk. I think he's waiting for you. He's in the office.” I nodded, confused of how did he know that I'm already back.
“Thank you.” she smiled and left
I walked to his office and heard a familiar voice from the outside. I immediately opened it, and before I step in I heard Chesca's voice.
“You're getting married next week, I will not have anyone—” she was cut off by Russell's voice.
“Don't say that Ches, you know I will always love you right? Even though I got married, you're the only woman that I'll ever love. I love you okay?” My heart drops.
“But you told Ally that you love her.” my heart started to beat faster and loudly that it hurts.
“Don't say her name, I love you Ches. And that's all that matters.” I saw him kissed her, in her lips. Gentle as he can be, but not with me. The first time he kissed me like that was when he moaned her name while we make love on that night.
I thought I can have my own happy ending. I already pictured a happy family with him. I thought he's the one, but clearly he's not. I have given him a chance, countless of times. But he broke me just right after I gave it to him. Just like what happens everytime. I feel numb, but I can't feel anything. The last thing I knew is I'm driving away, away from him. Before I lost consciousness.

When I woke up I was already at the hospital, Mom and Lucky rushed into me. I didn't realize I was crying until they wipe my tears.
“What happened?” I asked, looking around and figured I was in the hospital. Did Russell found me? Was he the one who brings me here?
“You got into car accident.” they were both crying.
“What happened? Mom? Lucky? Is everything okay?” and it hit me. My baby.
“Please tell me that my baby is okay.” I began crying out loud when they just keep crying and hugging me.
“No! It can't be! My baby is the only thing that was left to me. I can't lose my baby! Please tell me the truth! My baby is okay and healthy!”
“Calm down Alyssa, baby you need to calm down please. Mom is here.” I shook my head.

Why? Why me? Russell doesn't love me. Is that why my baby was taken away from me? Is it because I can't give a happy family? But I can give all my love, why do they need to take my baby away?

“Mom why does it have to be me? Russell doesn't love me. And now, my baby was taken away from me.” I just keep on sobbing.
“What do you mean Russell doesn't love you? I thought you guys already talked it out?” And again, I remember it.
“He was so sure when he told me he love me. The only mistake I did is I didn't confirm. I heard him earlier, he was talking to Chesca in his office.” I told them everything. And just keeps on crying.
“I didn't realize I was already driving when I was in the middle of the road and I, I just didn't know what happened after that.”

“It's not your fault Ally.”
“It's not your fault Sis, we will make sure to make them pay for what they did to you!”
“Let's cancel the wedding.”
“No Mom, we will not cancel the wedding.”
“What do you mean?”
“We're not going to cancel the wedding, Mom.”
“Why not?! Don't tell me you're still going to marry that mf?!” Lucky exclaimed.
“Call Cly.” They both looked at me dumbfounded.
“Why Clyden?”
“Just call him, he knows what to do.” they just nodded and no one knows that I had a miscarriage. Mom hid it so well, she paid every paparazzi and made sure no one will know.

We escaped the hospital like we're some kind of criminals. But we're not, not yet.

To be continued...

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