DEMA

Goner

August 22nd, 3001
Though I'm weak and beaten down
I'll slip away into the sound
The ghost of you is close to me
I'm inside out, you're underneath.
I've got two faces, Blurry's the one I'm not
I need your help to take him out
I need your help to take him out.

Dark, cold water surrounds me.
It clings to me like bad air.
Breathless and surrounded in the depths of natures womb.
I will die here, forgotten, lost in a void of blackness forever.
Then he pulled me out, dragging me to the surface with an almost magnetic force and dumping me hard onto the wet sand.
I coughed and spluttered up water as I recovered from the shock of air filling my lungs again.
I was still gasping for breath when Nico picked me up by the throat.
His yellow eyes penatrated mine, burning themselves into my brain.
He smiled a horrible smile.
He turnes my head towards Keons Body.
An unmoving, bloody mess.
Ripped to pieces and discarded on the sand as if he was never alive.
He was unrecognizable.
"He paid for what he did Clancy, and so will you" Nico hissed.
He ran a knife across my side, and I almost doubled over in pain, but he had me held tight in his huge arms.
"I should never have listened to that fool, I should have killed you a long time ago," he said, "it will be a shame, I've quite enjoyed our little BlurryFace game, killing your freinds and watching it break you was the most fun I've had in years."
He cut me with the knife again, hard enough for it to hurt but not enough for me to bleed out.
He was playing with me, breathing down my neck and drawing on my skin with his knife, having him so close to me made me feel sick.
In that moment I had two choices.
Give up and surrender myself to him, let him slowly kill me as I writhed in pain and hoped for it to be over.
That option seemed so easy, effortless, suffer for a while but then never suffer again.
My second option was to take a deep breath and struggle to get free, fight him off as best I could, probably go down in the process but at least I fought to stay alive.
I didn't know if I still had it in me to keep fighting, after all that had happened, all I had done and the pain I had caused the people I loved most.
I deserve everything coming to me.
Those were my last thoughts as I felt Nico plunge his knife into my gut.
He had made a decision for me, and it had come quicker then I was expecting.
He let me fall to my knees.
Nothing had ever hurt more then this, the pain made me dizzy and I wanted to throw up and the sight of my own blood leaking out into the sand.
Nico kicked me in the ribs before rolling me onto my back.
He held up my chin with his boot and made me look him in the eyes.
"Goodbye Clancy" I heard him say, as my mind started to fade and my eyes close.
I was gone.

I awoke in an empty space, surrounded by nothingness.
I was morphed, and the pain of my wound was gone.
I must be dead.
I look around, and there was Josh, standing in wolf form.
I ran to him and we embraced, my heart felt full.
Maybe being dead wasn't so bad.
"You aren't dead" Josh told me, as if reading my thoughts.
"then where am I?" I asked.
"you're in the shadow realm, where BlurryFace lives, if you want to leave, you're going to have to fight him!"
"But I want to stay with you!"
"Clancy I promise you that when you wake up in the real world, I'll be there for you, we can be together forever, nothing will ever drive us apart again, but you have to survive, you have to fight, for ME Clancy, PLEASE!"
"I love you Josh"
"I love you too Clancy"
And just like that he faded away, and the air went cold.
BlurryFace stood behind me, smiling.
"you descust me!" he hissed, "You're a shameless whore! Betray the girl you love to live out some sick fantasy with a worthless dog! How sad!"
"There is not a single soul on this planet more worthless then yours" I told him calmly.
"Oh really? Well can anyone else do this?"
He sent a wall of shadows towards me, as if he could manipulate the air.
"When I'm finished killing you, I'll use you're body as a Vessel to kill that worthless Dun, and I'll take plesure in every single scream I get out of him!"
"Shut up! SHUT UP!!" I scream, angry and a spiral of fire erupts from my throat like a dragon.
"It burns!" he shrieks in fear and wriggles away.
There isn't anywhere for him to go, and he tries to protect himself with a flurry of his dark cloak, but my fire is too hot.
It erputs from inside me as if it has its own mind, five times my size and bigger then I can control.
I felt it burning in my soul, the spark inside me that BlurryFace tried to put out was coming back to life and burning brighter then ever.
He shrieked and I felt I would explode from heat, bright flames all around, filling up the whole space.
I thought of the life I had built for myself, of the Banditos and FPE, of Jenna and Josh.
I'm not just an empty clone.
I'm a living, breathing human being with dreams and aspirations and people I love and vivid, colourful life that Nico and BlurryFace could never even imagine having.
They will never know love, not like I have.
I have a life worth living, and so many memories to make.
I watched him wither away and dissappear, dissolve into nothingness.
And suddenly everything was quiet and still.

I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath!
I wanna be known by you
I wanna be known by you!

Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be!