Calum Hood's cousin

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Never be - 5SOS
Honey I'm good - Andy Grammar(I think that's his name I'm not sure lol)
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Goodbye Luke.

I woke up to the alarm clock. It's been about 2 months since I've been home and well, today is the day where u find out the gender of the baby. Luke and I are still split up and he's dating a girl named Melissa I guess. She's really pretty. Like really pretty. I could see why he chose her over me. Luke still calls, Skype's, and texts me everyday to see if the baby and I are okay. He is so excited to find out the gender. So am I. I just really want to know. We are both happy either way. I just didn't want my baby to grow up with its parents not together. I guess I was hoping for a fairytale ending. But normally, people don't really get those. At least I don't.

I groan and get out of bed. Stupid mornings. I go and take a shower then out on some sweats and a big T-shirt. I have a medium sized bump now so I had to go but maternity clothes. It sucks. I feel so fat. Once I'm done I blow dry and straiten my hair and then all ply some mascara and lips gloss. Done. I grab my phone and see that Luke called me. Better return it. He gets worried if I don't. Probably not about me. About the baby. I thought he didn't love us. Or want anything to do with us. I don't know. I still love him so if he wants to come back I'm going to let him. He and this baby are my everything. But he won't come back. I'm sure of it.

"Hello?" He answers the call. He doesn't sound tired. He actually sounds wide awake. Weird.

"Hey Luke" I say.

"Elle! How's the baby?" He asks.

"The baby's good. I'm about to leave to go to the doctors" I say. I hear shuffling.

"Oh yeah?" He says. I hear a knock on the door.

"Yeah" I say going downstairs.

"Isn't this appointment about the baby's gender?" He asks.

"Yeah it is" I say opening the door. I drop my phone at what I see. Luke.

"Then I'm going too" he smiles and pulls me in for a hug, being careful not to hurt the baby.

"What are you doing here?!" I ask. He pulls away.

"I want to be here to see what our babies gender is" he smiles. My heart flutters. No. Stop that. He's taken. He's....taken....

"Alright well as soon as I feed this thing we're good to go." I smile.

"Not cheese and chocolate again right?" He asks.

"No. Apples and cereal. This is breakfast dork" I laugh. I miss this.

We walk into the kitchen and quickly eat.

"Ready to go?" He asks. I'm about to respond when I realize that he's on his knees talking to my stomach. I sigh. I knew it.

"Let's go" he says. He goes to help me out but I tell him in fine and pull away from him. I haven't been crying over him as much as I used to which means I'm starting to get over him. I don't need to be falling in love with him again. Especially since he has a girlfriend. We get into his car and get a situated.

"What's wrong?" He asks.

"We're going to be late just drive" I say. He sighs.

"No. I need to know what's wrong"

"Like you care"

"I do"

"You don't. All you care about is the baby. Not me. You really want to know what's wrong Luke? You. You broke up with me because of this baby and now you want to be there every step of the way. I think you just needed an excuse to break up with me to be honest. And the worst part is, is that your taken and I'm falling in love with you over, and over, and over again" I say in tears now. I clean up my mascara real quick and he starts talking. He's crying too.