Everything Has Changed

Chapter 11- The Shakes

Eva's POV- 11:48 pm:

After talking with the boys for a few more minutes my body starts to tremble and I don't know why.

"Eva, are you okay?" Niall pulls me into a bear hug, slightly placing his left hand at the bottom of my back, “Why are you shaking?”

“I don't know... I'm sure it's just the meds or something." I try my best to hold my body still but I just can't.

"Hey don't worry." Niall has his hands around my shaking body and whispers in my ear.

"I’m not worrying. What makes you think I’m worrying?” I have always hated how my face shows every single emotion I’m feeling. My mom has always told me that I let people read me like an open book, but I never knew what she meant until a few years ago. I’m transparent. I can't hide anything, and that's something I hate about myself. 

“Eva it's okay just breath.” Niall rocks me back and forth as I blush at his caring words, and I forget that the boys are still in the room with us.

“Woah woah woah woah woah. Hold up.” Louis speaks with a sense of sass in his voice, “can you come here for a second Niall? Sorry Eva, please excuse us.” Louis grabs Niall and pulls him across the room with the other boys following.

Niall objects but Louis doesn't give him much of a choice as he yanks him away. I sit down and the shaking starts to slow. Niall looks at me from across the room and mouths "are you okay?"

I mouth back "yes, I'm fine" and smile.

Niall's POV- 11:55 pm:

"Why didn’t you tell us that you guys are like, a couple now.” Louis looks at me sternly.

“Dude what do you mean I told you that I was taking Eva out for dinner tonight.” I throw an explanation back at Louis’ accusation-filled expression.

“There is a difference between ‘going out for a casual dinner with a fan who is staying with us cause she got a concussion at one of our shows' and 'going out to dinner with a girl you may be interested in'.” Louis mocks my words.

“Why is it such a big deal?” I glare at Louis who is honestly starting to piss me off right now, big time.

“Niall we talked about this. No meeting girls on tour. I mean it’s fine that you took her out tonight but it isn’t a good idea for any of us to date someone we meet on tour. Look, I know that you kind of like her-“

I cut Louis off, “I really like her.”

“Okay, just let me finish please.” Louis restarts the point that he had been making about Eva and I being together,  “so I know that you ‘really’ like her, but you can’t do this to yourself. Remember that one girl, Avery was it? That Harry snagged at our show in Toronto? Well he ended up liking her a lot and then she obviously couldn’t come on tour with us or leave her friends and family behind to come to London in order to be with Harry, so he ended up heartbroken. Harry, you cried for what, like two days straight after we had to leave Toronto at the end of our third night there?”

“I did not.” Harry glances up at us with an embarrassed expression on his face.

“So maybe not two days straight, but my point is that Eva isn’t going to be able to come with us. As hard as it’s gonna be, you have to end whatever it is that is going on between you two. Because if you don’t, both you and her are going to be heartbroken when we have to fly to Texas tomorrow morning.” Louis looks over to me with a completely serious face, “you need to tell her it’s over.”