Watered Down Diary

Death

So you know my mother's boyfriend?

The one that shitted on the floor?

Uhm..

Lemme give you a full story.

2024 August/September,

It's 4PM, I just got home from school with my sister

There's a moving truck in front of our apartment

Apparently we're moving again because my mom evades taxes often or something

BUT THIS TIME WE HAD NOOO WARNING

So me and My Little Hell spawn ™ are being forced to pack stuff up

In the heat

With little to no air conditioning

Until dark

Because we were supposed to be out by that night

Then I had to cook dinner

And then me and my sister got dropped off at a friend's house

I like that friend.

Uh

TIMESKIP

Late November/Mid December 2024

Our mother moved us into her boyfriends apartment
We were not on the lease
This was illegal

Mom said we moved in because he has heart problems and had to be monitored on his meds for a month

We did not stay for a month

We stayed until early February of 2025

Uh

One night, my brother steals my iPad and I'm like "Mean 🤬" but I go to sleep

I wake up in the middle of the night because there are rap songs blasting in the bathroom

I got up and asked my brother (who was sleeping on an air mattress in the living room because the apartment was meant for one person) to turn it down

He said, "It's not me"

I said, "Huh"

Every time my mother's boyfriend went to the bathroom he played music

Understandable, no one wants to hear you pee

Except it was the middle of the night

No one was awake besides him

Until he woke us up by blasting XXXTENTACTION

I like his musoc but bro turn that off

uhm

The ny mother's boyfriend opened the door and sat on the bathroom floor.

Idk why

Like later on he asked for my mom, but he called her by some stupid nickname

And I was trying to sleep/ pretending to sleep

His ass got up from the ground, fell on the bed, knocked over the TV, and broke a wall socket

He was kinda laying on the bed like so

My sister was sleeping ever so soundly

And I didn't have a pillow

I was sleeping on a cat stuffy

So, I, freaked out, but happy music wasn't blasting anymore, crept out of bed, stole my iPad back, and hid in the closet

I knew my sister would make a lot of noise if I woke her up, and I was convinced that if texted my mom she'd be mad at me.

My mom came home around 12AM, let her boyfriend sleep on the bed, pulled me out of the closet, made a pillow for on the ground (or something) for us to sleep in, and she slept on the couch.

(Its not good on detail but at the time I was to scared to explain what was happening)

Time skip 3

June 13th, Friday

My siblings were not home, we were with our dad, and mom was at work

Her boyfriend was at home

He had a stroke

His heart stopped

Mom didn't come home until hours after

He fucking died

I don't care,.but he had a family, and my mom's sad.

She offered us a therapist to talk about his death, but the most emotional connection I have to him is when I felt happy because he bought me and my sister pixie stix

why didn't she offer us a therapist when my grandma died or when my grandpa died 😭 vro what the heck, I don't care about him, you get yourself a therapist