Deep Regression

Releasing inner Demons

Chapter playlist: Read all about it by Emilie, Holding out for a hero by Elise Lieberth.

I sit up in bed and pant as my memory slowly fades. So much for trying to forget. My hand wipes my forehead clean of sweat and my heart comes to a steady past.
"I'm sorry." I whisper to them.
My feet lift me off my bed and I know what I need for sure now. Him, I need him to kill the bad inside me. To lift the demons off my back and distract me.
My hand quietly twists my door handle and the only thing audible is he creaking floor boards. As I watch the moonlight pool on the ground I become mesmerized with the idea of me fucking my roommate.
My hand reaches out to his door knob and I unlock it. As I scan the room for him, I see his stuff scattered throughout the dresser and floor. His curtains are absolutely horrid and the stench coming from his other bag is revolting. Boys are disgusting!
My eyes follow the trail of clothes on the floor to his bed. A stream of moonlight over his eyes and the tips of his neatly combed hair. He looked peaceful.
I walk deliriously to him and once I stand before him I choke. What the hell are you doing?!?! Taking the pain away.
"Selena?" His voice croaks.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
"What are you doing here?" His voice barely awake as he yawns and stretches while looking over at his clock.
"I was-"
"Holy Shit! It's Two am! Your waking me up at two Am!!" He complains.
I knew it! He will never understand. Complaining little whimp.
"I need your help."
"Help? With what?" His curiosity doubling.
I walk closer to him sitting and pull my shirt off my body. He doesn't object so I continue and sit on his lap while he wraps his arms around my body.
"I don't even have an idea of who you are." He states plainly.
"You don't need to."
I help him with his shirt...and you all can guess where we're headed. I'll spare you on my behalf though,because honestly I don't even remember what all happened. I was so Delirious and completely out of my mind with pain. So yes, I fucked my neighbor, and I think he didn't mind one bit of leaving us as that.