Deep Regression

Drunk Selena, truthful Selena

Peter's view:

My hands run down her sides and indent into her back. I need her, bad. Selena doesn't bite down hard on my lip, she doesn't reject me, and she doesn't seem to want to stop.
Her fiery kisses ignite a beast inside me. I can feel it crawl up my chest.
I Trail down her jawline hotly and breathe her in.
"Mmm." She sighs as I kiss behind her ear.
"I know this is your favorite spot to be kissed."
Her breathing loud and clear already and we haven't even gotten to the fun stuff.
"No, your wrong."
I pull away in fear and stare in her eyes.
"What?"
"This is."
She pulls me to her and clashes against my lips.
I could feel her hands work at the buttons of my plaid shirt and try to get at my skin. Selena is in there, she is.
My hands entangle in her long hair and run through the strands. So soft.
"Love me." She commands me.
Her lips travel down to my neck and hit those soft spots that send shock waves through me.
I groan and hold her closer as she taunts me.
"Are you sure?"
She undoes the last button and rips my shirt off completely.
"Mhm, please Peter, I may not love you now but I did and I want to know how it felt."
"Selena-"
She grabs onto my hand and leads me to the bedroom where she proceeds by taking her dress off.
"Sel-"
"Shh Peter...just relax-"
"Hey, hey."
I take hold of her arm and have her look into my eyes.
"What? I just want to have your kids...and to love every part of that face." She confesses.
Ah Shit...She's drunk.
"Maybe that church is still open." She offers.
Yup, Drunk.
"Okay okay, but let me help undress you okay?" Fuck I have to do something!
"Mhm."
I grab my plaid shirt and put it backwards on her. Hopefully this will stop her from stripping.
She laughs and I can't help but smile, "It's a straight jacket...HAHAHAHA!"
I put her in my bed and tuck her in.
"Wait! I can't fall asleep without a kiss!"
"Okay."
I lean down and kiss her gently on the forehead.
"I'm not feeling that well." She says in a sure voice.
"Shit, shit, shit, don't throw up okay, not yet!"
I grab ahold of her and carry her to the bathroom. Setting her down in front of the toilet I brush back her hair so she won't get puke on it.
"Okay, Your good."
This part Id rather not describe what exactly happened.
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Selena sits down in the kitchen stool while I get her a glass of water.
"Here ya go this should help."
I hand it over to her and she takes grateful sips.
"Thanks..."
Smiling back I notice her eyes looking at something on me. I try to follow her gaze and find it right at my abs.
I fail at stifling a laugh, "Are you checking me out?"
A blush creeps up her cheeks and she takes a quick sip.
"You are!" I exclaim amused.
"Only because you did it first!" she counter claims.
"No-"
"Ya-huh, when you opened that front door, I saw you scan me."
"Hmm, guess you caught me...truce?"
"Truce." She smiles happily as she takes another drink.
"You know Peter, your not as Handsome as you think."
"Is that so?"
I take her glass with a smile and set it in a far away sink.
"Mhm, I've seen better..."
"Like who?"
I stand back in front of her and rest my head on my fist.
"Others..." she leaves off vaguely.
"Hmm, like...Kevin?"
I watch her face turn to disgust.
"Eww! No! His body is so....Flabby! His junk in his stomach always touched me."
I laugh and then notice her face grow serious.
"What?"
She stands from her seat and walks to me. I turn to face what ever she has to say.
Selena's inches away and I'm already itching to kiss her.
Her hand briefly grazes down my chest and lands at a scar on my abdomen.
"I-I..."
"Shh, I think I remember that...brief moments."
She remembers...finally she remembers something.
"We were...somewhere else, making dinner."
She has her whole palm over it. I can feel her heat rush into me.
"You said something and I didn't want to answer...then you went outside while I stayed at the kitchen."
"That's right, Selena." I encourage her on.
"Kevin, he was so angry, and took hold of me. He touched and provoked you, after you were fired up, I was put in the bathroom.Then you-"
"I tried so hard to keep him away from you Selena. You must know that." It was a great pain to try and replay that day.
"You-You-Tackled him...and..."
Her eyes glass over as she looks down at the scar.
"I'm so sorry, Pete."
I watch as the first tears fall for me and I shudder. When she's in pain, I'm in pain. I cup her cheeks and wipe away her tears.
"Hey...Listen, if we had to relive that night I would, just to save you."
"Why?" Her voice angry at the fact that I would.
"Selena, I can't live without you, I can't even go five seconds without you on my mind. That's why I asked you to marry me. That's why you said yes."
She's all done up and I know that if I put too much on her she'll fall over and leave.
"Okay, let's get you to bed. Sound good?"
"Carry me?" She smiles childishly.
I lift her off the floor and hold her close against me as I walk with her in my arms to the bedroom.
Her face inches away and her hands continually running through my hair. Selena eyes are so bright and there's no light.
Seductively, I feel her lips drag across my jawline. Then give me small kisses here and there.
"You know what that does to me Sel."
"Maybe it needs to happen."
I just take it and try not to drop her under the emotions she's taking me a spin for.
The bed currently in a state of chaos. This will work.
I set her down on the mattress and tuck her under the blankets.
"Peter...Stay." she grips onto my forearm.
"Always."
That's the one thing she's ever asked me for, me being there.
Walking over to the other side, I notice that she's already turned over to receive me.
I slide my pressed pants off and climb in with only underwear.
"Are you comfortable?" I ask her just to be sure.
"Not yet."
I try to move to give her more room but she wasn't interested in that.
Selena Charged my lips while I was in the processes of moving.
It was so passionate, Her soft warm lips on mine.
God how I'd truly love to "wake" her up. I wish that I wasn't the good guy...but I am.
I pull away and try to gather my thoughts.
"Did I do something wrong Peter? Why did you pull away? Oh no this was a HUGE mistake!" So unsure...
"No,no! Selena, you were fine, but I...I just can't. I'm not going to take advantage of someone whose drunk."
She calms down and lays her head back down next to mine.
"Who said I was drunk?" She smirks.
"I say, how many fingers am I holding up?"
I hold up two and of course her answer is way off.
"Four?"
I laugh hysterically," I'm sorry Selena, your just going to have to wait."
"Then wait I will."
She kisses my cheek and lays back down, closing her eyes.
"Night Handsome."
"Goodnight Sel, I love you."
I watch her lips quirk into a smile and I knew she was okay with that.
I sigh happily next to her and fall gently asleep.
How could anyone want to take her away from me?