illinois boy | devin hayes |

eighteen

I walk down through the water, waiting for devin to come.
"JUST GO!" someone from his group yells.

I giggle and keep walking. I almost get to the end of the water when he finally comes.
"still look great in my clothes." he smirks. I roll my eyes and smile.
"still look great shirtless." he chuckles. I sigh and sit down in the sand. he sits beside me.
"ya know, you never left my mind. you never have and I don't think you ever will." I sigh. "why did we ever break up, hayden?"
"you got famous. you had no time for me. you were always busy." he sighs this time.
"babe, I'm sorry."
"that's all I ever heard, devin."
"hayden, I truly am sorry. I wanted to hang out but I was busy. I barely had time for my own family. I wish I could go back and fix it but sadly, I can't." I run a hand through my hair. "look, there's this thing I've been invited to and I need a date. come with me please?"
"sure."
"okay, be ready tomorrow by seven."
"okay, sounds great."

"HAYDEN!" Ellie yells. I turn to see her running to me. I stand up.
"what?" I ask.
"we have to go."
"why?"
"he's here."
"who's he?" devin asks standing by me. I bite my lip.
"I dated someone after you and he was abusive. Ellie, grab the girls and our stuff. go to the car." she nods and runs.
"devin, I'm sorry. text me, okay?"
"okay." I reach and kiss his cheek. I turn around and see Ellie didn't grab all our stuff. I pick it all up and as I turn around, I run into a body.

I look up and see him.
"Patrick."
"hayden." I suck in a breath.
"I have to go." he grabs my shoulder as I turn around.
"I'll be seeing you soon, babe." he let's go and I run away to the car.

-

"Ellie, I'll be fine."
"fine. be careful, please."
"of course."

I smile and get in my car. I drive to the mall. I've gotta find a dress for tomorrow.

I park the car and look around before getting out.

for hours I go to store to store looking for a dress. I sigh as I go into the last store.

"can I help you?" a worker asks. I sigh.
"please." I giggle. "I need a dress for tomorrow. its a party."
"devin?" I nod and blush. she giggles and we go searching around the store for a dress. we look through all of them and still haven't found one I like.
"I have one left. its your size and we just got it in. Leigh Anne pinnock wore it once." I smile. she goes to the back and gets it.
"how much?" I bite my lip.
"the original is a hundred but I'll sell it for fifty."
"I love you." I say. she giggles. I pay and she gets a picture with me. I smile and walk to my car.

-

the next night, I'm getting ready. I have died my hair back to my original brown hair.

I curl it to perfection and hair spray it. I take off my bra and pull on the dress. I put in the same heels Leigh wore. I smile and add some red lipstick to brighten the outfit.

I grab a clutch and stick my phone, money and gum in it.
"DEVIN'S HERE!" my mom yells. I sigh and go down stairs. I kiss all my family goodbye and walk with devin to the car.
"you look gorgeous." he says.
"you don't look bad yourself." I smirk. he chuckles. I giggle and sit in the passenger seat. we listen to music on the way there.

-

the party was going great so far. I've met a lot of people.

little mix. one direction. five seconds of summer. Taylor swift. Ed sheeran. lots of people. also the Jenner's and kardashians. and zayn malik. who I didn't like that much.

all he did was stare at me and smirk. I felt like he was undressing me with his eyes.

I don't like him. for one, he broke up with Perrie, my cupcake, over text message. he was flirting with girls while still with Perrie and he is flirting with Kylie Jenner. who has a boyfriend and is supposedly engaged to tyga. I don't like him.

"I don't like him." I tell devin as we walk around.
"who?"
"zayn. he's keeps starring at me and smirking." devin grabs my hand and kisses my cheek.
"don't worry, I don't like him either." I smile and kiss his cheek. he chuckles.

we dance for awhile. talk to all the boys he went on digi tour with. we talked to some other people he's met.

it was fun. I missed devin a lot. more than I thought I did.

"so, another date, soon?"
"that was a date?" I joke. he chuckles. "sure. just tell me when."
"I was thinking in a few days. movie marathon?"
"sounds like the perfect night."
"my apartment?"
"sure."

-

after he drops me off, I changed into different clothes. joggers and a sports bra. my hair pulled into a messy bun.

I watch tv until I fall asleep.

-

when I want up again, its to someone touching my arm.
"don't struggle and you won't get hurt."
my eyes shoot open and I try screaming. a hand goes to my mouth and duck tape is around my arms and ankles. he puts tape on my mouth.
"Patrick, please." but he's already put it on my mouth. he picks me up and I start squealing.

I groan as he puches my stomach, knocking me out.

-

when I wake up again, I'm no longer home.

I'm in Patrick's basement.

-

IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO UPDATE. IVE BEEN BUSY.

MY NEICE WAS BORN AND SO IVE BEEM WITH HER.

AND SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW SO IVE BEEN GETTING READY FOR THAT.

IM SO SO SORRY.

UPDATES WONT BE FASR BC OF SCHOOL.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.