illinois boy | devin hayes |

twenty

my eyes slowly open and I lick my lips so they're moist.

I look around, adjusting to the bright light. I see that nobody is in the room with me. I move my arm to reach the remote to call a nurse. I ignore the pain from all of the IVs. I press the button and wait for a nurse to come in. a nurse rushes in.

she sees I'm awake and gasps.
"oh my god. you woke up." she says. I nod. "I'll be back."

*nurses pov*

I run out of Hayden's room and to the waiting room where he's talking to her family.

"doctor!" I yell. he turns around.
"yes, Lori?" I stop running and catch my breath.
"she's awake." I breath. "she's awake."

-

*Hayden's pov*

the nurse comes back in. this time with the doctor and my parents.

"oh, baby. you scared us." my dad says.
"do you guys mind if I have a word with hayden? to tell her the news." the doctor says. my parents nod and step into the hall.
"what's going on?" I ask. he leans the bed up for me. he sighs.
"hayden, we figured out why you passed out." I raise an eyebrow. "hayden, you're pregnant. about a week or two along." tears gather in my eyes.

two hours later, I haven't talked to anyone and I'm aloud to leave.

I change into clean sweats and hoodie after showering. I slip into vans and sit in the wheel chair.

-

coming home, of course devin and everyone is outside in his front yard.

I sigh and grab my phone.
'come over here.' I text Ellie. I see her look at her phone so I get out of the car. my parents go in so I wait for Ellie. she runs over. tears already streaming down my cheeks.

"hayden? what's wrong?" I put my hands in my hair.
"the fucking bastard got me pregnant." I cry to her. her eyes widen and she starts to cry.
"oh my god." she engulfs me in a hug. I cry into her shoulder. "you need to tell devin." I shake my head.
"no, he can't find out."
"he's gonna find out when you have a bump, hayden." I groan.
"I'll tell him then or when I'm ready. just not right now, Ellie." she sighs.
"fine. let's get you inside and some food." I nod and wipe my tears.

-

its now a month later.

devin did find out. Ellie let it slip that I had morning sickness. I haven't talked to devin though.

I haven't had the guts to talk to him. I feel like he'll reject me or something.

I sigh and take a shower. I scrub my body and hair. I wash all the soap off and turn the water off. I get out and wrap a towel around my body. I pull on some undergarments. then some leggings and a blue crop top. I sigh and blow dry my hair. I straighten it and do my makeup. I slip my converses and exit the bathroom. I jump back seeing a person sitting on my bed.

"devin." I say breathless. he stands up.
"we need to talk." he says. I sigh.
"I'm going somewhere."
"somewhere can wait. we need to talk. you've been ignoring me since you got out of the hospital."
"because I don't want you to see me like this." I shout.
"like what? I've seen you at your worst and I never left. I'm pretty sure i can take this." he shouts. tears father in my eyes.
"I didnt want you to see me with all them bruises and cuts. screaming every night because the bastard got me pregnant. I didn't want you to see me like because I didn't want you to leave." "im not going to leave you, hayden. I love you and that will never go away."

I sigh and turn away from him. I sit on my bed.
"hayden, I'm not going to leave you. I love you." I sob. he sighs and sits down beside me. he grabs my hand. he intertwines our fingers. I lean my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, devin."
"I forgive you." I look up at him and he wipes my tears away.
"I love you." I say.
"I love you too, babe."

he leans down and kisses my lips. I lean up and kiss him back. he pulls me into his lap. my arms wrap around his neck and his around my waist.

after about five to ten minutes of making out, we pull apart. he lays down, pulling me down with him. I giggle and lay my head on his chest.

"does this mean I can call you mine?" I smile a little.
"yeah. you can call me yours." he smiles and pulls his phone out. I grin.
"MOM!" he yells. I giggle and my mom comes in.
"yes?"
"pictures, please." she smiles and takes his phone. we take several pictures. us cuddling, play fighting and several more. my mom leaves and devin sends all the pictures to me.

he posts the picture of me laying on his chest. then I post the one of him laying on my chest.

'were back <3' we caption it.

"I missed you." he says kissing my neck. "I missed you too." I sigh and cuddle into him. he lifts my shirt and rubs my back. I sigh and bury my face into his neck. I kiss him and bite down a little. his fingers dig into my back. I squeal
"don't do that." I giggle. he chuckles and continues to rub my back. I sigh rub circles on his arm.

he suddenly flips us over.
"I gotta pee." I groan and roll onto my back. I sigh as I hear him pee. I giggle as I hear the toilet flush. I sigh and get on my phone.

devin comes back and lays beside me. he lays his chest on my shoulder and an arm goes around my waist. I continue on Instagram. I like a few pictures, comment and follow some people. let's just say, lots of fans freaked out. I giggle and move one arm. devin lifts his head and lays it down on my arm. I play with his hair and kiss his forehead.

I go on Twitter and do what I did on Instagram.

that night, devin and I fell asleep in my bed. we cuddled underneath the covers.

it was a perfect night.

-

I'm SO SO SO sorry it took forever to update.

school started about two weeks ago and I've been really busy.

I'm so so so very sorry.

I need some ideas tho. please message me if you have an idea on what should go on after this chapter.

I love you guys!