Daichi Sawamura

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What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK

But that's not what gets me

It's a month ever since that day, the day you died and left Daichi alone. His heart his still broken from the memory,

"Dai-chan." You have tears running down your face, "(f/n)? What's wrong?!" he looked at you with caring and loving eyes and it made your crying worse. "D-Dai-chan, I-I have cancer...it's on stage four and there nothing the doctors can do...I have two weeks left." Tears threatened to fall out of his eyes, "Stay strong for her." He thinks and doesn't let a tear fall. He hugs you, "It's going to be ok (f/n). Just remember that I love you." You cry violently into his chest.

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

The next week you spend all your time with him, you went on dates and laughed together, trying to forget about what was happening soon. Though every day you got weaker and weaker. You would throw up multiple times a day and faint.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

Even though he didn't show it, Daichi was falling apart inside. He didn't want to live without you, he couldn't. He loved you so much and now, you had to leave him. The day he told you the news he went home and cried himself to sleep.

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say (much to say)

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do, oh.

It had been finally two weeks, it was the day you would most likely die. That day Daichi showed his love to you. After wards you two lay in bed, holding each other, "(f/n) I love you so, so much." He whispered, you felt tears priming in your eyes but didn't let them fall, not wanting to make it worse. "I love you too Dai-chan." You kiss him before you two fall asleep.

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say (to say)

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Daichi awoke and saw you still laying beside him. "(f/n), time to wake up." He yawned, you didn't move an inch. "(f/n)?" He shakes you but yet you don't wake up. "Come on (f/n)! Wake up!" He felt his heart break in two. After try and try again of trying to wake you up he gave up, you were gone. He held onto you and cried into your shoulder.

Not seeing that loving you, that's what I was trying to do...

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I'm slightly depressed now T-T

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